"Hey." Kai was standing on the other side of the desk I'd been resting my head on, giving me a funny look. I sat up stiffly in the cushioned chair, realizing what I'd been doing. "This is Xavier's study." His eyes flickered over the clean desk, not a paper out of place and he looked perturbed, adding salt to the wound as he stated the obvious, "He's not here." Standing abruptly, clasping my hands behind my back, I felt sheepish. Anxious. Kai wouldn't understand. I couldn't tell him. "Oh, I must've fallen asleep." There wasn't even an excuse attached to the statement. What excuse could I give? "Again?" Kai just stared at me and, head ducked, I moved to leave. "Em." Glancing back over my shoulder, I heard the boy huff. "He'll take it out on me if you're not taking care of you

