Elena “You had indeed change,” he said with a chuckle. I don't know why but I kept hearing those words over and over from anyone who had known me. Yet, I couldn't even deny that too that some parts of me had changed and physically I changed either. However, I still think that I'm still the same—but I couldn't retort it because even I, myself, could see that there are some changes in my perspective and how I handle things now, compared before where I would just carry it to my heart and cry it out every night. The sudden shift of me was what I find scary. I didn't think changing myself could be this easy, especially when it involves heavy emotions. Sometimes I doubt that maybe this were the real me that had been supressed by me for a long time and now that the 'perfect lu

