~Laikan~ I spent the entire night reading the diary Mom left behind after Aria and the kids were gone. The house felt empty again, and after Lucious demise, it has been awfully quiet. Xander was still insisting on joining the warriors but I wouldn’t be listening to what he had to say, there was no way I would allow him to be part of the warriors. I was part of the warriors and that was enough, I couldn’t lose Lucious and lose him too. I was using the reading lamp, and with Aria, I was able to know a lot about what she said and even the last pages. She talked about her journal, and how happy she was when they had me, I had always thought I was neglected and resented them while growing up. I know they weren’t the best parents and I never wanted to be that kind of a parent to my k

