I was looking forward to my vacation. I had been wanting to travel far away from California for a long time. My dream was to visit Brazil, and I was already working on it. In a month, I would take a month's vacation, and I intended to spend half of it in the country. From the start, I planned to go alone, after all, I was single and didn't have a decent sibling or friend to keep me company. Being alone was already part of my life, and I was comfortable with it. At least, until I started getting romantically involved with two people. I imagined I would still think about the possibilities between Roger and Arvel. Everything would be easier if one of them kept their distance from me, but when it came to Arvel, that was out of the question.
Even though I was assuming my feelings for Arvel and
