A little advice
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Just like yesterday, Sammy went to the school with her activities. I'm not done, maybe I will pass it tomorrow morning.
My mother is still unconscious. I took my earphones, and wear them. I decided to not minding all the happenings around me.
It can causes me some stress and head ache.
At the end of the day, I'm still hoping that my mother will wake up. I felt someone sat beside me, It's her.
“How are you? Are you tired?” Instead of music, I heard Amethyst's voice. I'm still looking outside the room, “Yeah, but I must go on.”
“Still investigating? Can you please stop it?” My eyebrow automatically arched. Why does she want to stop? Maybe, she doesn't want to have justice.
“Why? I want to help you, Amethyst,” I answered, “Your foot is now under your own grave,” she said with a sniveling voice.
“I know, however, I want to know who did this to my Mom.” I closed my eyes and took a sighed. Life is wonderful, yet challenging.
You don't know, who is your ally, and who are your enemies. It's do or die, which one would you want to choose?
“Zoe Amethyst, ” I whispered her name. Such a beautiful name.
“Hmm?” She laid her head on my shoulder.
“Nothing.” Familiar scenes appeared in my sight. A couple is sitting at the seaside. It seems like, they are talking seriously. My eyes widen.
“What will happen to us? I'm sorry,” the woman's voice is trembling. It looks like they are having a problem.
“It's okay, everything will be going to be okay,” the man said with a husky voice. All of a sudden, the beautiful scenery turns into a nightmare.
The girl hangs herself. I can't take it, I want to say some profanities, but I need to calm myself.
There's a little girl who ran towards her and hugged her thighs.
“Mom!” tears fell in the cheeks of a child. In my opinion, the age of the child is below 5 years old.
It makes me feel sad that she already saw it at a very young age. It can traumatize her mind.
My eyes widen. Who's that child?
Why am I seeing this? I closed my eyes. Besides, I don't want to see that scenes. It makes my heart beat fast.
I heard blaring sounds, and someone is screaming in pain.
“I'm sorry! Please forgive me!” Keep calm, Zhian. Don't open your eyes.
“Help! I can't breathe.” It's just a hallucination. Keep in mind that these are just my imagination. All of a sudden, someone holding my neck. It makes me hard to breathe.
All I can see is a man with a black hat, I can't see his face. He's wearing gloves, I can tell that he is a man because of his masculine body.
I assume that this man could be the culprit.
What's going on? He's going to drown me in the tank of water. I want to fight, but I can't move my body.
Before things will happen, I looked around. There's a lot of tools.
A loud slammed of the door brought me back to reality.
“I'm back! Let's eat!” Sammy's voice filled this noiseless room.
“You know what, they're promoting me to be one of their candidates this week at the school's contest,” she cheerfully spoke to me.
“What kind of prizes?” My mind can't think properly about what I saw and heard earlier. I don't want to stay here.
“I don't know, they said, it's surprising.” When she omitted those words, different conclusions appeared in my mind. My anxiety is attacking me right now!
It's suspicious. Why the heck they need it to keep a secret?
“Don't.” I said in a serious tone, “Huh?”
“Avoid their offer, don't join that kind of contest!” I exclaimed, “Why? Is there something wrong? Tell me,” her loud voice turns into a whisper.
“It's hard to explain, please don't be mad at me,” I murmured, “You are my cousin, I just want to protect you,” I added, but she didn't reply. My attention caught the food she bought.
Two cups of coffee, and two different flavors of burgers, plus the two spaghetti.
“Let's eat,” I smiled at her, instead, she looked at me with a gloomy smile. It's for your own sake, Sammy.
Two hours had passed. As usual, the nurse came in, and she injects the medicine into my mother.
I'm always asking the nurse if what kind of medicine is that. But, I didn't receive any kind of answers from the nurses.
Day 5 in hospital, I'm still hoping for the good news. I decided to use my phone to kill my boredom. While I'm scrolling through my newsfeed, I saw an article about the different offenders.
Some of them m******e a family, and some of them took the ignorance of a bunch of teenagers.
They were using prohibited medicines. If you know what I mean, it seems like they lost of control for their selves.
I continue to browse more, then I saw an article that is trending.
It's about ending your own life, as you can see, ending your own life is not the solution for your problems. I repeat, NOT the Solution for your problem.
Think twice, thrice, that you shouldn't do that thing. If you are thinking that you're alone, then stop thinking like that!
Someone is willing to listen to you. There's still a human that can't judge you. If you are a judgmental person, stop it. Your words can hurt someone.
The words can hurt more than what you think. Try to put your feet on their shoes. The world is cruel, yet still beautiful. Time goes by, we need to learn more.
Be observant, don't use your mouth to degrade someone.
Don't use your eyes to judge someone, instead use them to motivate, and be mindful. Who knows if that person is cleverer than you?
And he or she just doesn't have self-confidence. Just think before you judge. Not everyone is your enemy, however, not everyone is your ally.
“Hey, look,” I glance at my mother. Her finger is moving. We are both startled when my mother opens an eye, and she is looking at where we are standing.
I left dumbfounded. My jaw drop and my eyes wide open. Is this really true? Am I just experiencing a dream? What?
Can somebody tell me that this event was true? Anyone?
“Zhian, Sammy.”
- Writer
