Mirabella I sneaked towards the back and found the swimming pool.. I hugged myself as the cold air hit my body.. I crouched down and touched the water which felt freezing.. Perfect! I removed my shoes before entering the swimming pool and dunked my head inside.. The feeling of suffocation made me forget all the bad memories and focus on the fact that I need to survive.. Once I reached my limits, I got out and gasped for air.. I let my breathing normal before again dunking my head down.. The coldness of water hit my bones and made me shiver.. All the memories started to blurr as I started to feel suffocated.. That's what I wanted... I got my head out of the water and gasped.. My head felt dizzy from lack of oxygen.. I swamped towards the edge and held the railing to get up.. I saw on

