Claiming His Omega

Leaving the Dream

Emma

I'm not one hundred percent sure about what just happened. Was he a figment of my imagination? Did I subconsciously create him in my dreams? And if I did, go me. He was gorgeous. My heart is still reacting. I feel flushed, and a little turned on. And his voice; deep, dark and sensual. Every word that came out of him sent a little electric pulse down to my cookie and a shiver up my spine.

I'm still standing in the middle of my studio looking at the closed door, wondering what I'm supposed to do next. Part of me doesn't want to leave. What if I never see him again because he was just a dream? I feel like I have three goals now, get a career going, kill my enemies, find that guy and latch on like a parasite and have parasite babies. I cackle at my own insanity. 

I guess I'll just sit around and wait for Abby. Walter said she was coming. And Walter... for such a massive beast, he was adorable. I'll have to ask Abb's what she did to him. He was so upset. Just thinking about him makes me giggle. When Abby gets here, we'll figure it all out.

I didn't lie to Zaddy; I thought about all of it, it's not like I had anything else going on while I was stuck in here. I was initially hurt, not devastated, but definitely hurt. Even if my mate didn't want me, he could have just rejected me and moved along, but he wanted me to suffer. He wanted to see me broken. Someone hated me to that limit. I could feel his excitement as he was hurting me. I would be lying if I said a small part of me wasn't cracked, I still felt a little afraid of leaving this safe haven, but I'm not broken. I'm not letting them break me. 

I close my eyes and lean my head back against the futon frame, waiting for Abby. I miss that b***h. No sooner than that thought popped into my head, my wolf was in front of me. She circled around nervously, pacing back and forth. She was a cute wolf, smaller than most, with glossy brown fur and white socks.

"Where were you, Abbs? I needed you," I asked. I'm irritated but relieved she's here finally.

"I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry. I felt so ashamed because I couldn't help you. I'm worthless and weak. " Abby sat down in front of me and put her head down between her shoulders, her ears flat and sad and whimpered.

I slid down next to her and hugged her. "I love you, Abby. You will never be worthless or weak. You're my best friend and the only one I have ever been able to count on, so never leave me again. That shame isn't yours or mine, it's theirs. They should be ashamed. " It's the truth. Abby means everything to me. I don't think I could live without her.

"I promise," Abby said and rubbed her head against me.

"So, you and Walter? What did you do to him?" I ask with amusement in my voice.

Abby perked up immediately. "Fucken A, did you see him? Woof. And I aint telling you what I did. " She cackled and rolled around like she was deranged "Hot diggity giggity, do you think we will see him again?" Abby popped up with all seriousness. "Since we no longer have a mate, can I breed Walter?"

"Umm...that's not how that works. You're the girl, it's the other way around you damn perv and I'm pretty sure you need him on board for any of that. " I chuckled at her sad look. Dang weirdo.

"What did his human look like?" Abby asked, instantly curious about Walter’s other half. 

"Smoken, older but worth climbing that mountain," I answered. "Maybe I'll breed him..." I teasingly said, not that I thought I had a chance.

Abby chuckled at that, "We should probably get going" she said "We have a lot to figure out"

I agree and get up off the floor dusting my bottom. "Shall we?" I asked. With Abby's nod, we step out of the apartment.