HELP ME

chapter -2

She takes her father's phone and get in f*******: and searched for her boyfriend.she found his account and send one massage from her account.after some time he replied"who is this".she thought he is joking.she send another massage like"how are you".then he replied“ good, but don't understand who is this". she wondered because she send massages from her own account.after few minutes he unfriended her.that is a shock for her.he knew it's shanu's account but he replied as a stranger.she slowly thinking about his side.yes she cheated him.he tried to contact her so many times,he didn't understand her situation still.

Days gone,her parents attitude are strong day by day.she tried refuse some preposals strongly.that make them Soo angry.they do not allow her to continue collage.teacher contact many times.they said reason and told teacher about all matters.

Teacher gave all support to her because she gained a good score in first year.finally her parents decided to consult a councilor for her issues.that councilor asked many questions to her,she only stand with the importance of her studies and dreams.

she can't concentrate her studies in second year and she didn't attend so many classes. while she attend class she doesn't understand a single content because of the lack of continuety.

Finally she decided to talk something about her problems to a friend, and that's help her a lot for some relief.

One day she came to home after collage and she saw her father sitting in front of the home. when she reached near to him her father give hit in her cheeks.she became blind.her father shout loudly and said like this“if you are not ready for a marriage please go anywhere you like or go with anyone you like.we don't have any problems. if you trying to stay here you should obey us.enough, all relatives and society talk about your bad character.do you trying to fool us, we can't wait for even a single day from now. stop your studies, enough....enough .all girls with your age is getting married”.

She cried loudly, but she trying to control her sound because there is so many houses near to her home.she search everywhere for brother.he is not there.she realize no one is there except her father.she feel very fear.

Her father is not a good person.he always trying to touch anywhere in her body without the presents of her mother and brother.in her forth standard her father was running a shop in the junction.once she went to shop then her father tried to touch in her breast.she didn't allowed that.but she didn't bothered about the seriousness of that.but gradually his attitude become Soo bad.he always tried to touch in her dresses.one day she realized that her father is a drinking person.that was a shock for her.she hates her mother because of this.she is not a good mother.one day her mother went her home for a day.that day her father tried to touch in her private part.he laughed like a devil.from that day she feel Soo fear when she is alone.

Her father came to the room.she is sitting in the bed.when he came into the room she suddenly stand up.she is shivering, and ready to ran from room.in his hand there is stick. he bit her continuesly. she doesn't cry.he take her collage bag and locked her room from outside.

She realized that was a planning of her parents.

she is locked.she look around her room.nothing is there,no pillows,no tables,not books even not any dress too.she is Soo hungry because she didn't even eat lunch.aftrer some time she heard the voice of her mother.she sit in the corner of he bed.

She is thinking about her boyfriend.she is still madly love him.he can't help her from this situation because he is same age of her and he is still in the second year of his course.she can't agree for a marriage right now.she is not mentally prepared for a marriage now. she know her dreams about her carrier stop there.

In night time she feel Soo hungry and she knock door for some water.no replies came. she is trying to sleep but can't,she feel there is no stomach at there.she can't even cry because she doesn't have enough energy.finally sleep angels came to her eyes.

after a deep sleep she wake up and searching time peace,not there.she look outside and realize it is not morning.she feel urgent to urinate.she knocked again and again loudly in door, but no one are responded.she look around and find a plastic cover from shelf and urinate property in that cover.she feel ashamed about her mother.she is not a mother ,a devil.

Her mother is not a person who find the needs of her children's.next morning she wake up very late.now the hungriness become nothing.she just look at outside and she saw some children's playing.some of them are her bestie's.suddenly she noticed that her door is open.but she is not trying to go outside because she didn't like even a single things at that house.she loves that loneliness truly, because if I go to outside they will definitely talk about marriage.

She was a burden for her parents.after some time she heard a voice of motor bike that goes from her house.yes her parents left some where.she go outside and checking for breakfast.there is no cooked food at there.she take some rice flour and add some water and add sugar.she make a porridge with in 2 minutes and eat it.she realize the Value of hungry.

she goes to bathroom and done brushing. after some time a neighbor come to her home and caller shanu.she open the door and she gave some food for her.

She is trying to give someone suggestions for her about life and forced to agreed for a marriage.she said “if you want some freedom or relief from this house you should agree for a marriage soon.she know that lady is coming for her parents.yes she need relief from this house.