“You’re thinking about your girl, aren’t you?” he asked.
“No— well, yeah, how do you even know?” I asked in surprise. I screamed it out in a soft, whispering voice so no one else could hear.
“You really are a clueless, young man sometimes, aren’t you?” he said.
“I guess so, you see I haven’t much of experiences when it comes to this stuff, so you know, I’m always in doubt of my own assessment of these kind of things.” I replied.
“Well, you clearly has a shot with Scarlet, and I can’t let you blow off your chances with your obliviousness.”
“You think, I…have a chance…with her?? really?” I rendered almost speechless and all jittery inside. The thought of that would keep me up all night.
“And with this Kasstin thing?” I followed up.
“When you held Kasstin’s hand awhile back, I know Scarlet got all uneasy at the sight of both of you. I mean I know you’re just offering your sympathies with her but to be fair, there was something else there that we saw so Scarlet became uptight.”
“What are you talking about?? There was nothing there, I felt nothing but sympathy. It was a simple gesture I did for a friend.” I explained.
“Yes, I know. Maybe it wasn’t you.” he said before he walked away.
Oh great, now I really am wouldn’t be able to sleep tonight. Is it possible for Kasstin to suddenly like me? I always thought she hated me because she was always pestering me.
What am I even doing??
I shouldn’t even be thinking about these now. I should keep my focus on our mission and rest well because tomorrow will be another big, tough day.
But I guess my thoughts won’t let me go for tonight.
FINLEY’S POV
Well, would you look at that. The dragons outside are creaking. The sun’s just sitting below the horizon, ready to stand up. This is actually bad. I need energy for today’s agendas and I barely slept. I am filled with worries and when I tried again to close my eyes, well there you have it. I finally slept. I didn’t know what time is it but I just know that they will be waking up soon and they might not be able to wake me up.
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SCARLET’S POV
Huh, it’s already morning. I guess it was not a good night sleep. I couldn’t help but overthink what I saw yesterday. I mean I already had a feeling from the moment they met but then last night, there was just a spark between them and I don’t know why I am all hanged up on it.
“Good morning, Scar.” Amos greeted with charm. I mean, it’s like he was born as a charmer. Not that I like him or anything but he has very strong charisma and I am not quite comfortable with that.
“Oh, morning. Is everyone else still asleep?” I asked.
“I think so, well I have prepared some breakfast. Why don’t you come and join me?” he suggested. There was some resistance but I couldn’t say no to a simple breakfast invitation, it would seem like I don’t like his company. I sat down and after a few moments of silence, we got to actual talking.
He makes these funny jokes from time to time and they were actually funny. He is quite a charmer but my mind’s still clouded with the thoughts of Finley and Kasstin together. Still, I am surprised to say that I actually am grateful to Amos for taking my mind off things, even for just few moments.
Although, I can’t help but look over at Finley’s room from time to time to see if he’s awake. Minutes passed by and Kasstin woke up, followed by Varan. Why isn’t Finley up yet?
“Are you alright, Scar?” Varan asked. I didn’t actually hear it. My mind was too occupied until I hear him say again, “Uhm, Scar?”
I finally responded, “Oh, uhm I’m sorry, what were you saying, Varan? My head was just far from space, I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright, dear. I just asked you if you were alright? Something seems to be bothering you.” he said.
“Oh yes, I’m fine, Varan. Just a little space out back there, nothing more.” I replied, feeling a bit uneasy.
Minutes later, I just had to ask it.
“Uhm, is Finley still asleep? He is usually awake at this time.” I asked, trying my best to ask it smoothly. I know he’s not a morning person but he consistently woke up early time of the day for the past days. So, I was worried because it’s been an hour.
“He couldn’t sleep last night so I think he barely slept so he’s making up for it. You could try and wake him up so we can get ready for the day.” Varan informed.
‘Maybe I will, Varan.’ I said in my head. I tried to quickly finish my food so I can actually do what Varan suggested. I saw Varan had this faint smirk on his face as I did what I did.Amos’ mood changed and Kasstin seem aloof. I felt a little embarrassed and tried to play it cool. After eating, I excused myself from everyone because it’s getting awkward. What is up with me today??
I went straight to the washroom to try and compose myself. Unfortunately for me, the washroom was just next to the room where Finley sleeps. I stood there in the washroom contemplating, because now it feels weird to go in there but I decided to do it. There’s no meaning to this, just want to wake him up, that’s it.
I went inside quietly and approached Finley.
Oh, would you look at that.