Love Unexpectedly

Chapter 13 - Alexander

Something is poking on my side.

"Nnnrrggg..." I grumbled. I bury myself under the blankets and hug my pillow tighter. Hmmm...So soft and so warm. I snuggled closer.

After a while, I can feel the poking again. Ugh! Who's disturbing my sleep? 

"Alexander!" I can hear my pillow whispering my name.

"Alexander!!" Why is this pillow creating so much noise? I let go and turn around.

"Alexander!" *poke* *poke*

"Mmmm... What?" I open my left eye. 

At first, I can only see a blurry vision with long hair. I blink twice then rub my eyes. I look at it again and I see Cassandra in a kneeling position with her legs tucked under staring at me with wide eyes.

"Cassy?" I asked startled.

"Hi" She looks at me shyly.

"What?" I look outside and observe that it's still dark. "What's wrong? Are you having nightmares?" The reason why I insisted her to sleep here is because I'm scared she'll get nightmares knowing what happened last night. I just don't want her to be alone. It's my fault and I felt responsible for it.

"No, nothing is wrong. I'm sorry I woke you."

"What time is it? Can't sleep?" I feel like my brain is still half asleep too.

"No...Uhmm...actually I've been thinking, since we already started it...ahh...last night, can we just continue with it?"

Or not! Definitely, my brain is still fully sleeping because I can't comprehend what she's talking about.

"What?" I sit down and look at her properly. "What are you saying, Cassy?"

"I mean, we can, you know uhmm...try it again? I'm already half a virgin now so I have nothing to lose anyway."

"What? Half what? I don't..." What is she talking about? Is this how her nightmare thing is?

"Oh my God!" She covers her face with both hands, then looks at me. "Never mind that...it was a silly presumption." She chuckled slightly. 

"Uhmm...well...what I'm trying to say is, since we've already started having uhmm...sex, you know, we didn't really finish it. So...so I was thinking maybe we can continue with it?" She fidgeted, clutching my comforter tightly.

I became wide awake as soon as my brain started to register what she was trying to say. I'm about to protest but she went on with her contemplation.

"I just want this to be over with. You know, I'm already twenty-five and I feel like I've missed a lot of things. I...I just want to feel special. I just want to feel being touched."

"I just want to feel things, Alexander." She looks at me with her big brown eyes, conveying so much longing and emotions.

"I've been so ignorant all my life. I just want to experience things. Things that were denied from me ever since the k********g incident. My life is too overprotected and guarded that I didn't have what normal teenagers experienced. The courting, dinner dates and even going to clubs!"

"I want to live, Alexander! And I want to start with this..with losing my virginity."

"Ahh...I'm sorry, I'm rumbling." She became quiet suddenly.

So she actually wants to do this? I didn't know she felt that way. I know her parents became very strict after what happened but I thought she was okay with it. She never complains or reacted extremely. 

I remember she wasn't allowed to go to her prom night because of that and she didn't say anything. She just said it's better and safer. I did question it before because I know all teenagers especially women are always excited for prom nights but she didn't even grumble or whine about it. Well, now I know. She must have bottled everything up inside her. 

I stare at her and I see that vulnerable young girl again. The girl who was so mad about a stolen hair clip. The girl who presented a preposterous proposal when we were young. The girl I refused. I couldn't take seeing her so down again.

"Cassy, if we do this, there is no going back. If I take you again I...I don't think I could ever stop." I told her honestly.

"I know and I'm ready. I want it and I want you, Alexander!"

"Oh, Cassy!" I took her hand and pulled her closer to me, leaving no space between us. She is so close I could smell my body wash on her mixed with her own sweet smell that I've grown accustomed to for years.

"Are you sure Cassy?" I ask her again. If she says stop, I would. I don't want that incident to happen again. But to be honest, I'll be totally miserable if she tells me to stop though.

She nods and that's my cue to move my face closer. I kissed her forehead first, then both her cheeks, then her nose. I want to take it slow this time the way she deserves, the way I wanted. I want her to savor this moment and erase our first encounter.

I bore into her eyes, reflecting my desire for her. Then I look at her lips, succulent and kissable. Damn! I did imagine kissing those lips along time back, back when she was still younger. I could have agreed then but my conscience prevailed. I couldn't though, I know she wouldn't deny me but I still couldn't. I respect her too much to do that to her and to her parents.

As I touch her lips, I thought I felt electricity run through my body. Can she feel it too? I've never felt like this before.

She's hesitant. Oh! My little Cassy is a little shy. I smiled to myself. I'm not sure if this is her first kiss but I still have to take it slow. I lick the seam of her mouth and pulled her closer and slowly I enter my tongue into her mouth.

Then finally she loosens up as she lightly bit my lower lip. She brought her hands on my hair, tugging it a little. 

"Mmmm..." We both moan in passion.

Our tongues dueling, fighting for dominance, tasting and sucking. Oh, God! She tastes so f*****g good. 

I lie down bringing her with me making her straddle on top. Even though we are still fully clothed I can feel the warmness of her p***y on my c**k. 

We keep on kissing each other while our hands are busy touching everywhere. I slide my hands inside her shirt from the back. f**k! She's not wearing a bra.

We both gasp as I squeeze her ass and push it towards me, just as I thrust my pelvis upwards. Even a slight friction of our body makes me so f*****g turned on!

"Hmmm..ahhh..." Listening to her moan is like listening to a favorite song. It makes you want to listen to it every minute of every day.

Her breasts bounce when I removed her shirt. It's truly mesmerizing to watch. She covers it quickly with both her hands.

"So perfect! Don't cover for me love!" I touch it and squeeze a little. "This...is...perfect!" I said every word with pure adoration.

I flip us around bring me on top of her. Damn! Red swollen lips, messy hair, flushed skin, and perfect boobs. f**k! This is what I live for!

I remove my shirt and toss it aside. I kissed her again possessively. Then, I leisurely kiss my way down her chin, her neck, her collarbone, and in between her breasts. I caress her right breast, slightly tweaking and pinching her n****e while my mouth is giving thorough attention to the other one. 

After I finish giving special treatment to my now favorite twin parts of her. I deliberately went down towards another and would be my most favorite part of her. I kiss her stomach and navel while removing her sweatpants. And to my f*****g luck, she's not wearing any underwear as well.

I stand up and look at her. Yup! I'm a lucky bastard. Last night I wasn't able to look at her properly. I was in a mad daze but now my mind is clear and I can observe her perfect self unhurriedly. I caress her body with my eyes, appreciating every curve, and every smooth part. Lust and desire mingles around us. 

I slowly take off my pants not breaking eye contact with her. I stand up straight letting her see what she'll be owned in a few seconds.

Her eyes roamed around gradually going down. When it landed on my c**k her eyes go round, like saucers.

"It's...uhh...did...that fit in last night?" No, not really, just the tip I think. My mind responded.

"Don't worry love. I'll be gentle okay? Do you trust me?"

"Okay..." She just gapes at my c**k.

I took a condom in my drawer, tear it open, and wear it as quickly as possible. I stop when I notice her still in a state of shock.

"Cassy? Love? Do you still want to continue this? We can stop this now." f**k! Please say no. I'll f*****g die if we stop this!

"Uhh..no...no I trust you, Alexander." She said with a sheepishly adoring smile.

Oh God! She'll be the death of me. I came to her slowly, kissing her right foot, up to her knees, and then to her thigh. I did the same with her left leg until I reach the inside of her thigh near her groin. 

Cassy jumped and raised her head. "Did...did you just smelled me?"

I smiled at her mischievously. "You smell so good. I couldn't resist. f**k! I think I'm already addicted to your smell."

"Oh my God! You did!" She covers both her eyes and flopped back onto the pillow looking so red and embarrassed. 

I chuckled lightly. "You don't need to feel ashamed of it love." I look at her p***y, glistening and wet. The outer lips look a little swollen, soft and so ready to be kissed.

"You're so beautiful" I murmured and kiss her outer lips. 

"Oh!" She flinches. 

I lick it tasting her for the first time. Oh yes, this is heaven.

"Oh my God! Alexander!" She grabs my hair and I resume my assault. 

I notice how her p***y became redder and darker. Her lips are puffier. It looks so sensitive. I couldn't resist and kissed her again. I lick her up and f**k her with my tongue. I replace my mouth with my finger, pushing it slowly until it's buried to the hilt. I move it gradually. 

"Oh, Alexander!"

She's so f*****g tight like she's sucking my finger inside, taking it as her prisoner. How much more if my c**k is embedded inside of her? Just thinking about it my c**k jumps in joy.

I keep on f*****g her with my finger, and then I put another one. Making her all stretch and ready for me. When I felt her clamp up, I remove my fingers and lay on top of her and push my c**k inside of her slowly. 

Fuck! She's so tight. I kiss her mouth again while I keep on pushing inside her until I felt a barrier.

"Love?..." I look at her. "This might hurt a little okay. I need to push a little harder this time."

She just nods while moaning.

She cried out when I break into her and buried myself fully.

"Shhh! It's okay. I won't continue until you feel it's okay." She's clearly in pain as I look at her. So I smash my lips on her distracting her from it. I didn't dare move, just letting her adjust to me.

When she started to grind her hips a little I stop her. "Love, if you continue to do that I won't be able to resist myself."

"Oh, Alexander! Please! I want more."

Fuck! She's killing me! "Are you sure?"

"Yes!" She said breathlessly.

I started to move slower. Trying to discern if she feels any discomfort. When she responds to my thrust I gradually move fast and hard inside her.

"Oh God! Alexander! Yes! Yes!"

We were both moaning and grunting. She's tugging my hair, scratching my back but I didn't care. I even like it. It just turns me on more.

"Oh f**k you feel so good, Cassy!" Her inner muscle tightens and is gripping me too hard. She came,  sucking me in, bringing my penetration deeper.

I couldn't control anymore I f**k her harder and faster bringing us together in a world of ecstasy and came so hard I thought my vision became blurry for a second there.

"Oh f*****g God! That was..." I look at her tiredly and smiled..."f*****g amazing love!"

"Really? I think I passed out for a while."

I chuckled and smack her lips soundly.

"Are you okay? Do you feel any pain or discomfort?"

"A little, but I'll live!" She said smiling brightly. Even though the light coming outside is faint, I can still see how she's glowing. 

"Come here!" I pulled her closer to me. Snuggling her tight. She nuzzled beside me and after a few seconds she fell asleep and I followed shortly.