Living without Gabriel was meant to be a piece of cake. I had done it before. For five years, I’d created a life in which he didn’t exist — in which his voice didn’t rattle in my head, in which his fragrance didn’t stalk my dreams, in which his rejection wasn’t a wound I kept reopening to see if it still bled. And yet, here I was, lying in bed, staring up at the ceiling, convincing myself that I hadn’t just splintered into a thousand pieces behind that goddamn door. I had done the right thing. I had walked away. Again. So why did it feel as though I had just lost everything? A loud rap on my door made me jump. I took a deep breath and forced my voice to remain steady. “What?” “It’s me,” Kayden said. “Open up.” I hesitated before dragging myself out of bed and unlocking the door.

