I was so pissed at Maroon for snitching. But, honestly, I don't think that's the whole truth. I was angry that I couldn't control my emotions. That I felt sorry for my actions. I was pissed at trying to apologize for hurting her. I was mad that I wanted her every second. This won't end well. It was a sign of weakness. I didn't need that. Not now. Not ever. Did I think that this little show of a romantic dinner or feeling will last forever? If after everything I did to her, and she still pretended to be happy with me, that whatever we were doing was real? Then I was in for real s**t. She’d already made me let my guard down somehow, she had generated the walls around my heart and my life. Her sweet innocent display was just an act she put up. It had to be. Because she couldn't be in life wit
