She felt so f*****g good in my arms. Why did this feel so good, so right? Right now, holding her, her sleeping on me, felt so f*****g right. I was jumping ahead to a result I wanted but that I wasn’t patient enough to wait to earn. I was surprised at myself, my actions. That I could be this calm and reserved. Not taking what I wanted and when I wanted it. She was like heaven, wrapped tight around my arms. I’d woken up with her sprawled across me, her silky hair fanned out across my shoulder, her fingertips touching one of my n*****s, her hot palm had skated across my skin, looking, feeling, and smelling gorgeous. It was the longest uninterrupted sleep that I could remember. I always woke up numerous times at night. Had trouble sleeping and wasn't much of a sleeper either. But today was

