UNDYING OBSESSION

Chapter 4

Aaiza pov

PRESENT

After the day I saw him at the mall, I couldn't sleep or eat or even focus on anything. The only thing that was in my mind was his eyes staring at me. It had been 1 week since that incident, and I couldn't take him out of my mind all the memories from the past flooded in my head.

"Janum, are you okay? What are you thinking? are you fine." yasir asked. he was very worried and he was trying everything that is possible to lift my mood but I was not able to take Danial out of my mind.

"Yes I am fine." I replied

"Aaiza I am your husband I am here to protect you, to make you feel safe, that day I saw how sacred you were, is there anything or anyone who is disturbing you then tell me?" yasir said holding my hand assuring me that he was there for me but I remember my mother words 'never tell your husband about your relationships or the person you loved in past because men are not capable of accepting their wife's past and whenever there is any conflict in your relationship he will judge you from your past relationship.'

"no Yaisr I am fine trust me I am just not feeling well. okay now I. am getting late bye take care." I kissed his cheek and said my bye and left the house in hurry so I don't have to answer any more questions I know yasir was not like typical Pakistani men but still I can't take the risk. At that time I was naive I couldn't differentiate between real love or someone making fool of me.

Danial what that I deserve that you did such things to me?. what have I done to you?

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It was a long shift I was very tired when I come back to my cabine I took my phone and there were 15 missed calls from an unknown no.

It must be some patient I should call them back asap

I dialed the number.

and after the first ring, someone answered the phone

"Hello, doctor Aaiza, on this side, i saw your missed calls." I said

there was silence

"helloooo..." I said again, waiting for someone to answer.

I was about to cut the call, and then I heard his voice.

"Hello..." he replied

to make sure I asked, "Who is this?"

he replied, " It's me." Without the second thought, I cut the call.

I was in a state of shook. What does he want now? Why is he calling me.

My phone started to ring again I blocked his number how dare he to call me what exactly he wants? I have nothing to do with him why he is doing this and the main question was that how he got my number?

I was in a state of shook when I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in." I said it was Doctor Aleena

"Aaiza, I wanted to ask you about that patie-... Are you okay Aaiza?. you are sweating." she said in panic when she saw me and notice my condition she made me sit down and handed me a glass of water.

"Aaiza, are you fine? did some thing happed?" she asked again

this time, I was able to answer her.

"No, I am fine." I lied

" Aaiza, you don't look fine to me. Did something happen between you and Yasir bhai." she said, wiping my tears.

"Aleena, please level me alone. I want sometime alone." Aleena looked at me. This was the first time in three years she saw me in this state. she was my colleague and friend but at this time I want to be left alone.

"No, I can't leave you alone. Like this. You are having a panic attack . You don't want to tell me it's fine, but I am not leaving you alone." she replied firmly

"Why me why always me whenever I think I am happy in my life whenever I think everything is going great all my happiness crashes in second." I said crying

Aleena hugged me. "Have faith in ALLAH. Everything will be fine. you are one of the strongest girls I know, you are the bravest, and I am not feeling good seeing you in such a condition." Aleena said.

"It's okay, it's fine. Let's go somewhere and we will talk there." she said

I went i the bathroom I washed my face. I saw myself in mirror what I saw in the mirror was not me. I saw a broken girl his one call have done my condition like this. I don't know what will happen next. but this time I am not week I am strong I will fight him I will fight from my self, now I will not be scared of him I wore the red lipstick, made myself presentable, and went out. Aleena was shocked to see me just seconds before I was having a panic attack, and now it's looks like nothing happened

"Let's go," I said

"..ye..yes." she replied in shock.

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bhai (brother)