BOOK 18 Three days after the party I had no more news of Dean. I didn’t hear from him nor I received a text or a call. I wish I'd done it myself, but I didn’t. That morning Rachel went away in a rush and then she called me to ask me the favor to take some papers to Josh, which he forgot at our place two days earlier. Josh was in bed with a fever and she should have taken them, but in the rush she forgot them and he needed them because he had to work on a project from home. She also told me that if I didn’t want to go up to avoid Dean I could put them in the lift. I told her not to worry and when I arrived at Dean’s building I remembered the first time he touched me and I started feeling a lump in my throat. The building was open, so I got in, and when I entered the lift my heart started

