Ever since my 4am talk with Luciano, I have been hyperaware of his presence. I find myself watching his movements a lot more, just being more aware of him when he's in the same room as me. And I find him watching me more too. It's as if that conversation changed the dynamics of our relationship, forcing us to deal and acknowledge with the emergence of these emotions. I hated it, hated feeling so off balance so I tried my best to just deal with it. Right now, I was in his office with Luca and Angelo, showing them the side project that I had been working on.
"Hey guys."
They look up at me, giving me their full attention.
"What's up?" Angelo asks.
"I have something to show you."
Luciano makes space for me to place my laptop on his table and offers me his chair. I mumble a 'thanks', tryin
