THE LUNA HE BURIED

CHAPTER FOUR "Voss"

I drove back in two hours and nine minutes.

I know because I checked the time when I passed through the Graves boundary and I checked it again when I pulled into the Voss facility's east lot, and the math was something I didn't let myself think too hard about because thinking about it meant thinking about why I'd been driving like that, and I wasn't ready to do that yet.

The supply review justification had taken me four minutes to write up and route through the administrative system the night before. It was legitimate enough - two pending inventory sign-offs that genuinely needed my physical signature. I'd just moved them to the front of the queue in a way I wouldn't normally move them, at a time I wouldn't normally choose, for a reason I wasn't putting in writing anywhere.

Marcus had seen my departure request. Of course he had. I'd sent a message through official channels, kept the language clean, confirmed I'd be back in Graves territory within twenty-four hours. His reply had been one line - received - and I'd spent the two-hour drive deciding what that meant and arriving at no useful conclusion.

I parked. Sat for a second with my hands still on the wheel.

Eli had a fever.

Eli was okay.

Both of those things were true and I needed to hold them in the right order.

Nadia met me at the side entrance.

She took one look at my face and said, "He's fine. I need you to hear that clearly before you go in there and scare him."

"I'm not going to scare him."

"Your face is doing the thing."

"My face is fine."

She gave me the look that meant she disagreed completely but was choosing her battles. "He woke up in a good mood, ate breakfast, has been asking why clouds exist for the last forty minutes. The fever broke around two. He's running slightly warm still but nothing concerning."

I was already moving past her toward the hallway.

"Cora." Her voice was quiet. "He's okay."

I knew that. I did. But knowing something and needing to see it with your own eyes were two completely different problems, and right now my body was only interested in solving the second one.

Eli was on the floor of his room with his puzzle pieces spread in a pattern that made sense only to him, narrating something under his breath in the focused way he had when he was working through a problem he found genuinely interesting.

He looked up when I pushed the door open.

His whole face changed. Just - opened up completely, no filter, no hesitation, just straightforward uncomplicated happiness at seeing me, the kind that five-year-olds do before they learn to protect it.

"Mama. Nadia said I was sick but I didn't feel sick. I just felt warm."

"That's what a fever is sometimes." I crossed the room and sat on the floor beside him, because I wasn't going to loom over him and I wasn't going to make him come to me and the floor was fine. I put my hand on his forehead. Warm. Not hot. Definitely coming down. "Does anything hurt?"

He thought about it seriously. "No. My legs felt heavy yesterday."

"That's normal with a fever. It goes away." I shifted so I could check his eyes properly - clear, responsive, tracking me without effort. His color was good. His breathing was even. I took his pulse with two fingers on his small wrist the way I always did when I was being his mother instead of his doctor, counting quietly, keeping my expression neutral and calm.

Slightly elevated. Consistent with residual fever. That was all.

That was all it was.

"You're doing great," I told him. "Drink your water. Can I see what you're building?"

He launched into an explanation that covered approximately four different topics simultaneously and required very little response from me beyond occasional sounds of genuine interest, which was exactly what I needed - to sit on this floor and listen to my son talk and feel my shoulders come down from somewhere near my ears to somewhere closer to where they were supposed to be.

I stayed for twenty minutes.

When I stood up to go he looked up at me with those pale blue eyes and said, "Are you staying tonight?"

"Yes."

He went back to his puzzle, satisfied. Like it was simple. Like it was just a yes and that was enough.

I pulled his door to the middle position - not closed, not open, just that specific angle he liked - and stood in the hallway for a moment with my hand still on the doorframe.

Then I went to find the inventory files that were now technically required to justify my being here.

I'd been in the records corridor for maybe ten minutes when I heard footsteps behind me.

I knew the sound of them. Three years of working in the same building teaches you that without you trying - the particular weight and pace of the people you're around most. These were unhurried. Even. Covering ground without appearing to rush.

I didn't turn around until he was close enough that not turning would've been its own statement.

Damien stopped about four feet away. His eyes went to the files under my arm, then to my face, in that order.

"Dr. Venn." A pause. "I wasn't told you'd returned."

"Supply review. I sent Marcus the notification this morning."

"I know. He told me." Something in his expression was very careful. "That's not what I meant."

I held the files and waited.

He glanced down the corridor both ways - empty - and then made a decision. I could see him make it, that small internal shift when someone chooses to say the real thing instead of the easier adjacent thing.

"Walk with me."

We walked. The inner corridor loop, the long way around the east wing, the route that went nowhere in particular. I'd done it myself on bad days. Apparently so had he.

"The investigation pulled a preliminary source lead this afternoon," he said. "The materials used to construct the pathogen were traced to a supplier running under a Voss territory contract."

I kept my pace even. "That's significant."

"Someone used access to this territory's resources to build a bioweapon against a neighboring pack." He said it without inflection, which was how he said things he was still deciding how to feel about. "I wanted you to hear it from me."

I looked at him then. Not clinically. Not professionally. Just looked.

He was watching me with that focused, specific attention he turned on things he considered genuinely complicated. The kind of attention that didn't categorize you before it understood you. I was aware - uncomfortably, quietly aware - that at some point in the last three years I'd become something he found genuinely complicated.

I didn't know exactly when. I'd been careful.

Apparently not careful enough.

"Why?" I asked. "You could've let that come through official channels."

"I could have." He didn't look away. "You came back here today for a supply review that three members of your department could have handled without you. And you came back fast." A beat. "You looked like something was wrong when you came around that corner and then you stopped looking like that very quickly. I've worked with you long enough to know what the gap between those two things looks like."

The corridor was very quiet.

I had a response ready. A good one - clean, professional, sufficient. The kind that had worked on everyone who had ever come close enough to ask me something I didn't want to answer.

I opened my mouth.

"My lord." Marcus appeared at the far end of the corridor, moving with the specific purpose that meant the interruption wasn't optional. "The council liaison is holding on the secure line."

Damien held my gaze for exactly one more second.

Then he nodded - at me, not at Marcus, which was a distinction I felt in a way I didn't have language for yet - and turned away.

I watched him go.

Marcus fell into step beside him, passing me without slowing, his face doing nothing at all.

I turned and walked back toward the residential wing.

I didn't think about what I'd been about to say. I didn't think about the fact that I didn't know what I'd been about to say. I focused on the files under my arm and the sound of my own footsteps and the completely manageable, completely finite task of getting through the rest of this evening.

Marcus came back down the corridor three minutes later.

Damien was on the secure line. That would hold him at least twenty minutes - probably more, depending on what the council liaison had pulled together. Marcus had placed him in the east office, confirmed the connection, and headed back.

He walked slowly. That was how he walked when he was thinking rather than just moving - the same pace, the same posture, but something slightly inward about it.

Past the door to Cora's quarters.

Past the small alcove where the corridor curved toward the residential wing.

He stopped.

There was something on the floor. Just at the edge of the alcove, barely visible against the baseboard - a small piece of paper, slightly thicker than standard, with a faint texture to it. The kind that came from a child's drawing pad.

Marcus crouched. Picked it up. Unfolded it carefully.

Two figures in thick crayon lines. A tall one with long dark hair. A small one beside it, round-faced, with eyes that had been colored in with so much pressure the blue had gone almost solid - like whoever drew it had wanted to get the color exactly right.

He turned it over.

The handwriting on the back was learning its letters. The spacing was uneven. Some of the characters were slightly backwards the way they get when small hands are still working it out.

One word.

Mama.

Marcus stayed crouched for a long moment.

Then he stood, folded the paper once along its original crease, and placed it carefully in his interior jacket pocket.

He continued down the corridor.

Same pace as before.

Face giving nothing away, the way it never did.