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I could not stop smiling. Last night had been the best of my existence. It felt like a giant weight had been lifted from my shoulders, knowing that my body was capable of experiencing so much pleasure. Now I could see what all of the fuss was about.
The only mar on our perfect night was seeing Larry and learning that I was the reason he and I had never conceived a child. I had wanted a baby for as long as I could remember, and I would not give up on that dream. Perhaps I would just need to explore other options, like adoption. I decided to put off thinking about it for now. It’s not like I had to be in a big hurry. I wanted my life to be more settled before I made a plan for my child.
Settled with Seth? The possibility popped into my head. I attempted to nudge it down, realizing that
