37 I woke up the next morning feeling exhausted and still uncertain about what I should do. I had spent the night tossing and turning, and making up my mind and then changing it. First, I had decided to choose Seth. I had always wanted to have a family, and Seth was the ideal person to have a family with. He would be a wonderful husband and father, and I would be lucky to have him. We would adopt sweet babies, and we would live happily ever after. Relief had swept over me. I had made a decision, and I was going to stick with it. Then, I began to picture going to Davis family events with Seth, and seeing Sam with a constant parade of leggy ‘I’ girls. I pictured him ramming his fabulous c**k into them while their perfect, fake, plastic t**s never moved. The thought made me cringe. I wante

