Broken

My initiation

My initiation

That day

I first Drive the blade of my penknife

In my heart

I numbed him with the pain

I put my emotions, my feelings

Next to

In a corner of my head

Almost impossible to find

I learned to wield my weapon and my sword I waited for the opponent's blow

Brave all dangers

And I perfected my movements: Karate, taekwondo, judo, boxing ...

Nothing was enough

To cure me and make

My stoic heart

I destroyed who I was yesterday

And when I'm in front of a mirror

I contemplate

The other who is not afraid

Who is merciless I roll up my warrior outfit I don't want to let go of it anymore

Since the old me no longer exists,

I leave my place to the other

And take out my sword.

*****

At my death

I woke up in the dark

Illuminated by shadows

Surrounded by these dark souls Evil or angels?

I gave them my hand

While waiting for him to pierce it for me

Of their vampire teeth

I danced hand in hand with death

I fed on the dark

Inspired by these shadows

Until then unknown

I slipped in their footsteps

Through the window

I saw the rain fall

And I rejoiced Of not over this time

To live Live, die or die?

Death is just a passage Towards something more beautiful Um mysterious world I let myself be drawn into this abyss I know it now.

Tomorrow is over.