Broken

Let's be friends

It all started 2 years ago. There were the faster, slower heartbeats, stomach butterflies, stress and most of all love. Love has guided each of our actions.

I was very scared to love you because I believed that loving would hurt me and that it was a waste of time. However, I wanted to believe it was possible. So we got together. It was not all perfect. We would argue sometimes. Sometimes you hurt me ...

But overall everything was fine: you were kind, attentive and understanding towards me. I could see that I was making you dream and that you loved me very much. So I have always prioritized the best of our relationship. And I took it upon myself. However over time, I felt that I didn't have the same importance in the relationship anymore or let's say that I didn't have the attention that I wanted, the one that I needed.

A lot of things happened that I didn't like, things that hurt me, that hurt me or made you doubt you. I also made a lot of mistakes and I told you and hurt you too ... As we are young and have never been in this kind of relationship before, this can be explained. Love is complicated and everyone makes mistakes. However over time, I felt that I didn't have the same importance in the relationship anymore or let's say that I didn't have the attention that I wanted, the one that I needed. A lot of things happened that I didn't like, things that hurt me, that hurt me or made you doubt you. I also made a lot of mistakes and I told you and hurt you too ...

As we are young and have never been in this kind of relationship before, this can be explained. Love is complicated and everyone makes mistakes. Lately, I'm rather frustrated ... I have this impression of worth nothing ... I feel that I am gradually losing your attention. You forget your promises, you lie to me, you hide things from me ... And even then, I still love you. I think I will always love you. Not like a sweetheart but true love. I only want the best for you. You are a good person and with a lot of work you will be able to accomplish whatever you dream of. I will always be there to talk to you about it and especially to encourage you.

Let's be friends.