Entangled Forever

CHAPTER 7

Kelvin's POV

" Kelvin please calm down." Larry pleaded. I totally ignored him.

I know that pacing up and down restlessly won't do me any good at this point but I'm just so confused and annoyed that I don't know what to do. I can't explain what I'm feeling now, different emotions are rushing through me, anger, regret, guilt and longing.

I sighed frustratedly, what kind of ill luck is this? The most annoying part is not even the fact that I was drugged right inside my house but that I ended up sleeping with a strange woman I don't know from anywhere. In fact it's more of r**e because I could remember she withdrew halfway. I woke up to an empty bed and she was no where to be found, I don't even know her name, where to find her or how she ended up in my room.

My mind was fuzzy yesterday but I can still remember most of what really happened. Her face has been imprinted in my mind since I woke up and it's driving me crazy because I don't know what to do about it.

What amazed me is the fact that I did sleep with her, I went on even when she withdrew halfway. As far as my condition is involved I won't touch any woman not to talk more of actually forcing myself on her, I feel disgust recalling last night.

I hate myself for what I did yesterday even though what happened was partly not my fault. I was drugged and going through hard time, I should have stopped her from entering inside the room but some men were chasing after her and moreover I was supposed to be repulsive to women. Thinking through all these things is almost driving me crazy and nothing still makes sense.

" Kelvin can you please calm down, what happened wasn't your fault and ..." Larry

" I'm tired of hearing that Larry. If you really want to be useful here then get up and do something, find that motherfucking being that drugged me. I need to start from somewhere, if you hadn't dragged me along for the party none of this would have happened in the first place." I snapped at him fuming with anger, he went silent.

I know he is also feeling guilty because the party was organized by him and I probably shouldn't be rubbing it over his face now but I'm confused too.

Deep inside me I wasn't blaming Larry, the issue of the drug will be taken care of later and somehow I'm even thankful to him because this is how I have met this lady that happens to have a cure for my disorder and who I ended up r****g. It is so messed up that I don't even know how to approach the knot it's forming in my brain.

I have sent my men to look at all the camera in the street around the hotel and search for when the girl exited the hotel. I need to find her no matter what it takes.

I need to find and apologize to her before anything. Any issues of r**e always gets me very livid and angry and I don't hesitate to offer my help in any way possible to the victim. I believe that no one irrespective of gender deserves to be exploited without their consent, humans should have self control and being unable to posses that is a very stupid reason to me. But ironically I ended up doing that which I despise so much.

I feel like s**t now, her pleading whimpers won't leave my mind since I woke up. The memories keep replaying in my head continuously.

After the men chasing her left I went back into the room to see her coiled up at one corner crying. I approached her hesitantly only for her to throw herself at me asking me. I was shocked and tried pushing her away but she held my shirt tight refusing to go, I awaited for the repulsive feeling I usually gets when close to a woman but the feeling never came. I was shocked and froze when she hugged my neck but yet I didn't feel like pushing her away or the regular purging feeling.

She was sobbing heavily and before I knew it I was patting her shoulders and consoling her.

" What is wrong, why were those men chasing you?" I asked when I pulled her few meters away to look at her face. She has the most beautiful face I have ever seen, she looks quiet young.

" Huh, what did you do to them?" I asked again after some seconds and she wasn't answering. She looks lost in thought staring intently at my face with all concentration, gradually her face was approaching mine and before I could react her lips landed on mine. I was shocked and froze, frome her attempts she knows nothing about kissing but she kept on nibbling on my bottom lip like her life depended on it like a drunk person but her mouth smells nothing like alcohol.

Her body was unusually hot almost like mine and just like a click my mind put everything together. It is possible that the lady is drugged just like me, what a coincidence.

My mind was screaming to push her away and run out of the room but my body was doing the opposite. I found myself kissing her back and before long taking the lead, I was confused at first. My mind was screaming with so many questions, was I not supposed to be repulsive to women? How come I'm kissing this woman without experiencing the repulsive feeling? What was happening?

I lifted her up and hung her legs around my waist kissing her like I have been starved of it for years, though yeah I have been starved of this for years. Experiencing this type of feeling has almost gone extinct in my memory.

I threw her to the bed and hurriedly ripped my cloths then resumed kissing while my hands explored every inch of her body. She was perfect with the curves at the right places and all so prominent. She was moaning all through as my fingers traced and squeezed her curves.

Her moans where melody to my ear pushing me to do more and tightening my pants the more, I could feel my member throbbing and struggling to let free.

We continued the war of tongues for a while before I wanted more. I traced my fingers under her top and gradually pulled it, went for the trousers and pulled them too but when I went for the pants she suddenly resisted. It was like she was suddenly conscious of what was happening, she started hiding her body under the covers whimpering.

I wanted to stop but I couldn't, my body wasn't listening to my mind. I yanked the bed cover from her and pinned her down into the bed preventing her from running away from me.

" Let me go." she whimpered almost in whisper and struggling to get from me.

My mind was screaming to let her go but still I held onto her not letting go, the only thing on my mind then was my throbbing member. I held her two hands together and pinned it above her head and continued kissing her.

Having pinned her in place I pulled her pants and turned her around to unhook her brazier. Seeing her all naked broke my remaining resolve, she has such perfect body that I could not resist even when I knew that I'm committing a grieve crime. She didn't give her consent.

She was still struggling weakly but her strength is nothing compared to mine, I held her tightly and in place. At this point I even wished she cried, probably her tears would have made me stop. It was so unlike me and no matter how much I wanted to let her go I couldn't almost like I was in trance.

" Ah!" I screamed in frustration holding my head, why won't this scene stop playing in my head. The more I remember it the more I hate myself.

" Kelvin, the culprit for the drugging has been found." Larry said jerking me out of my thoughts, he was holding his phone like he just received the call from one of his men.

" Where is the bastard now?" I asked him impatiently, I can't wait to meet the bastard that has a death wish. I will be more than glad to grant his requests.

" He has been put in your dungeon by..."

Before Larry could finish I was already at the door matching to the dungeon.