The one thing I couldn't avoid was sleep and the one god who wasn't avoiding me was always waiting in my dreams.
"Have you decided yet?"Blue asked as he escorted me through a Victorian garden.
"Why do you always start with that?"I huffed.
I couldn't bring myself to care about anything. I knew I'd have to decide soon but for the first time since I started god-hunting, I didn't care. Let the world fall down around me if Thor didn't want me anymore. Thus are lovers selfish bastards.
"It's all that matters to me,"Blue said simply. See? Selfish.
"No, I don't want you,"it was the first time I'd answered him decisively.
"Not even to save your people?"He stopped and faced me in surprise.
It was midday in my dream, the Sun glinting off his hair like an obsidian helmet. His eyes were open wou
