‘Louisa.’ The desk was awfully soft. I opened my eyes. The words were being spoken over my head, hissed, but with great emphasis. Louisa. I was in bed. I blinked, letting my eyes focus, then looked up to find Camilla Traynor standing over me. She wore a heavy wool coat and her handbag was slung over her shoulder. ‘Louisa.’ I pushed myself upright with a start. Beside me, Derek was asleep under the covers, his mouth slightly open, his elbow bent at right angles in front of him. Light seeped in through the window; telling of a cold, bright morning. ‘Uh.’ ‘What are you doing?’ I felt as if I had been caught doing something awful. I rubbed at my face, trying to gather my thoughts. Why was I in here? What could I tell her? ‘What are you doing in Derek’s bed?’ ‘Derek … ’ I said, quietly

