Once we got to school, Alyse and I
started out walk to Music class while
Toby hung back by his truck to flirt
with some other seniors gawking over
him.
Alyse andI carefully maneuver our
ways through the dull blue hallways of
East Bridge High School, every other
locker stamped with a blue and gold
Spartan head, our schools mascot.
"When was the last time you and I
watched The Hunger Games?" Alyse
asks.
"Two weeks ago?"
"We need to watch it again. I saw
a tweet about Jennifer Lawrence's
ridiculous crying face, so I have to see
for myself if it's that bad."
"Every actress has her own crying face,
you really think hers is that bad?"
"The tweet seemed to think so."
We reach our Music class, just a short
walk from the entrance to school. I
follow Alyse through our chattingclassmates to our normal seat to the
left and in the front. I can't sit too far
back in any class because if a teacher
wants me to be a part of the discussion,
I have to write my response on my
trusty whiteboard. I take it with me to
every class, otherwise participating is
a whole lot harder. It makes it easy for
people to buy me birthday presents-
every year I think I get 10 new packs of
dry erase markers.
"Okay, show me a better crying face
then."
Alyse freezes at my response, shifting
awkwardly in her seat as she glances
around at our classmates. "Right here?" |
I nod.
"Right now?"
Another nod.
"What if the new guy is in this class,
though?" She rushes out in a voice just
louder than a whisper.
I scrunch my face up in confusion, and
Alyse tilts her head.
"YOu haven't heard?"
"No, what new guy?"
"I haven't heard t00 much about it, but
apparently everyone found out he was
coming over the weekend. Word is it's
West."
I just stare blankly at her. Is that
supposed to mean something to me?
"West Love." Alyse adds with more
emphasis.
I finally show her the reaction she was
waiting for, shock prevalent on my
face, and she gives an over dramatic
nod.
"The dude who was sent to jail when he
was 17? That West Love?"
"Well juvie not jail, but yes that's the
one. And before you ask, no. No one
is certain of why he went in. You've
heard all the rumors, though. One of
them is bound to be true."
My mouth is agape, but Alyse has
turned her attention to her phoneto stalk Toby's Imstagram for the
millionth time. Just as I'm about to
wave my hand near her face to gain
her attention again, I hear our music
teacher, Mr. C, call for me. I glance
to the front of the room where he's
standing in front of the whiteboard, a
warm smile on his chestnut skin.
"Good morning,"he signs.
Mr. Cis the one teacher of mine who
took the time to learn sign language
for me. He's been my music teacher
since freshman year, and he refused
to let me drop just for my lack of a
voice. Instead, rather than pushing
me over to band where I would be the
only pianist, he broadened this class to
include a role for a pianist. Typically,
this is a class for chorus, but Mr. C
gives me alternate assigments to earn
my credits. He has me play the piano
for warm-ups, for rehearsals, and even
at our concerts in order to pass. It's
sort of like a year-long piano class.
On top of that, Mr. Chas given me the
responsibility of writing extra pieces
for our concerts. Lyrics, sheet music,
the whole nine-years. It can be adaunting task, of course, being a high
school composer, but I have come to
love it even more than I once loved
singing. Not to mention it gives our
school a huge leg up at competitions on
the sole fact our music is written and
played by a student.
I go and sit by the piano as Mr. C gets
the class quiet, and I catch Alyse's eye.
She smiles at me and I begin to play
the notes for the class to warm up their
voices, but the rumor about West Love
entering our school plagues the back of
my mind and keeps me on alert.
OoO
Once Music ended, Alyse andI went
our separate way to our respective
classes. I always meet Toby at my
locker for second period, and every
now and then Alyse will tag along
because she 'needs to get something
from her locker' that's conveniently
right next to mine.
"Hey sis, how was class? You mess
up on the piano in front of all those
watching eyes yet?"
I scowl at Toby, debating giving him the
finger.
"No, I did perfectly fine as usual."
He grins at my response, throwing his
arm around my shoulders to pull me
in for a side hug. "Aw, come on Raine, I
was just teasing."
I am about to sign my response, butI
notice his attention get pulled away
by a few girls that saunter by and
playfully bat their lashes at him. He
sends them his trademarked Toby
wink, giving each of them a little bit of
hope.
I swear almost every girl at this school
wishes for my brother to make their
fantasies come true. The way they look
at him suggests they've read one too
many romance novels and dream to be
the girl that ends his playerish ways.
The thought leaves me chuckling
silently to myself. As if. The only girl
that could potentially make my brother
finally grow up would be Alyse, but
she's too dense to see that and he's too
horny to come to terms with it.
"Hey, Raine!"
My attention is brought down the
hallway as my ex, Kyle, walks towards
us. The hallway is clearing out now,
but he wouldn't have been hard to miss
anyways. Kyle is potentially the tallest
guy at school, which placed him right
on the basketball team. He's cute, with
buzzed blonde hair and brown eyes,
but things between us never worked
out.
Toby growls under his breath and
pulls me closer to him, his arm resting
around my shoulder protectively. I
may love him, but good god he put on
way too much cologne this morning.
My eyes are starting to water.
I offer Kyle a nod of greeting with
a smile, but we don't stop to 'talk.
It's been a few months since I broke
up with him, but we were never
serious in the first place. After I
was...assaulted, Toby became even
more overprotective of me than
the typical older brother. I've never
minded it too much, I know the guilt
he carries after that night. I've tried toreassure him that it wasn't his fault,
but he never really listens or wants
to discuss it. He thinks he failed me as
my older brother, like he let me downn
somehow. So now, he makes up for it
by scaring off most of the guys that
look my way. It can get annoying, but it
does help with the never ending fear of
being taken advantage of.
Kyle was the first guy to truly gain
Toby's approval, and rightfully so. He's
a very sweet guy, actively involved
in Young Life, varsity athlete, and a
stellar home life. Things between us
could have worked out, aside from his
hero complex. He had it programmed
into his brain that if we dated, he could
get me to talk. Every date he would
spend part of our time trying to get me
to say something, anything. He didn't
understand that trying only hurts me
because it reminds me that even ifI
want to, I really can't talk. And now,
most guys at school have the same
sick fantasy: to be the one that gets the
mute girl to talk.
I don't know why it's such an interest.
But you'd think that instead of trying
to force me out of my comfort zonemaybe a guy that shows interest in
me would try and learn sign language
instead. Otherwise, I don't want to feel
like a challenge.
Toby jostles me from my thoughts
when we reach our class, AP US
History. Walking around the tables
that sit four each, we head to our
unofficially claimed table with our
friend Gray. He's busy flirting with a
transfer student sitting a table over,
but when we walk up he directs his
attention back to us, quickly telling
her that he'll talk to her later. Gray is
no different from my brother with his
player-ish ways.
"Hey man, hey Raine. You look awfully
cute today," he says warmly.
His words could be mistaken as
flirtatious, as the transfer student
seems to think from the daggers her
eyes are sending me, but I know Gray
means it in a friendly way. Gray is thhe
same year as my brother, a senior. And
while I'm only a year younger, Gray
still sees me as the teddy bear baby
sister that he wants to protect just as
much as Toby.
I wave hello to him, taking my seat at
the table across from him and Toby.
Gray just became our friend last year
when he moved here from Alabama,
and I can see why so many girls fall
at his feet. He has dirty blonde hair
that's always styled perfectly and
cheekbones that girls dream their
boyfriends would have. He has bright
blue eyes that are lit with knowledge,
his semi-nerdy ways a nice plus to
draw girls in.
He's much different from my brother.
My brother's constant 'couldn't care
less' attitude is what draws girls to
him. Not to mention he goes to the gym
every freaking day, and it's paid off.
Both he and Gray have nice bodies, and
girls surely don't fail to notice.
Just as the bell rings, Tyler, our other
friend, comes bounding into the room
at the final ring. He gives the teacher a
large smile before walking to the back
towards us, taking his seat next to me.
He beams at me, slightly out of breath
from no doubt sprinting to make it
here on time.
I chuckle, "Hi Tyler."
"Hey Raine. Hey Gray. Hey Toby."
He says, smiling at each of us before
looking back at me with his piercingly
bright eyes.
Tyler is very different from Gray and
Toby. He doesn't have the careless
attitude of my brother or the brains of
Gray. No, Tyler is the clown of the trio.
He attracts girls with his childish,
joking, and slightly stupid behavior.
Not to mention he has dark black
hair and a large build, complete with
a sturdy jaw line, and he definitely
doesn't fall short in the muscle
department either. All three of them
are attractive, most girls like to
describe them as the hottest guys at
our school.
They're the famous trio: all three
known to be the players of East Bridge
High School. They are the guys that
girls flock to day after day, and they
can't seem to turn any of them down.
Not one of them can keep it in their
pants for over a week, which again I
don't condone at all, but I love themnonetheless. Alyse and I seem to be
the only two girls of the school that
don't fawn over them, which for me
may be because I see them all as older
brothers, and that's why our group
works out so well.
"So, you guys will never guess what
happened!" Tyler exclaims to us, his
voice giddy with excitement.
"We're waiting on the edge of our
seats," Toby deadpans.
The reason I was almost late to class
was because I ran into the new guy.
Like, literally. I was talking to that Lucy
girl"
Her name is Lilly.
"-And when I went to leave I
accidentally rammed right into him.
I stumbled back a little, but luckily
neither of us fell."
"New guy?" I sign, the hairs on the back
of my neck standing up as I remember
my conversation with Alyse this
morning.
Please tell me there's a different new
guy that he's talking about.
"He got here today! So anyways, after
I apologized and everything I noticed
the fact he was wearing a leather
jacket and whatnot, cliché I know. But,
naturally I figured he was a cool guy
and invited him to sit with us at lunch,"
he states proudly, as though waiting for
us to praise him.
I smile at his childish antics, and he
beams at me only to have it quickly
turn to a grimace as Toby reaches
across the table to smacks him in the
back of the head.
"Ow! What was that for?" He pouts,
rubbing the spot.
I turn to Toby, confused myself as to
why he's practically glaring at Tyler.
"Look, I know you aren't one to really
welcome new-comers but-"
"You're right, I like our group as it is.
But do you have any idea who this new
guy is?" Toby says harshly, sitting up in
his seat instead of lounging back in it.
"Yeah, I mean he said his name was
West Love but-" Tyler stops and raises
his brows in realization. "-Oh..."
"Yeah, oh." Toby growls. "I don't need
some creep around my sister. Not
again."
"How did you not put two and two
together?" Gray questions.
I wince slightly at the fact Toby
brought him up and that night, but
I shake it off. Tyler frowns at me
and scoots closer, picking up on my
discomfort with the new topic of
conversation. It's enough to have what
happened to me constantly on my
mind, I don't need my friends to talk
about it too.
I change my thoughts to everything
I've heard about the new guy; West.
He's known for being a troublemaker,
finally being put in juvie just seven
months ago. The rumors of how he
got arrested range everywhere from
him getting one too many citations for
smoking weed to go as far as to say
he killed someone, and they mention
everything in between.
I've heard almost every possibility
there is, but most of all I've heard he
isn't someone to mess with, and it's
starting to sync in that I can't do the
logical thing and avoid him. Because
Tyler's heart is bigger than his brain
and he invited him to sit with us.
"Why'd you have to invite him to sit
with us, Tyler?"
"Im sorry! I didn't register that he was
that West Love."
Oh, right sorry I forgot how popular of
a name it is. "I sign, my eyes bleeding
sarcasm to get that tone across.
Panic starts to rise in my chest, but
Toby speaks up.
"Raine, it'll be okay. First of all, he can't
be that bad if he is already back at
school. And second, you have us three,
you really think we're going to let
anything happen to you?"
"He's right," Gray adds.
"Yeah come on Raine, no one would
mess with you so long as I'm here."Tyler adds, puffing up his chest.
Already, I can feel my mind and
body begin to calm down and I smile
warmly at the two of them, shoving
Tyler playfully
"For the record, Tyler, you're kind of an
idiot."
Instantly his pout turns into a full
blown smile. "But you love mine
anyways.