124. Tamia's POV
I am six months pregnant and I am sad.
I've been crying for the past three days since I finished reading Strina's diary.
I really don't know what to make of it.
I am saddened by the fact that she had so much she wished for but she will never be here to see it pass.
I am also saddened by the fact that I don't know how to feel about everything.
She sold us out but after having read her whole journal, seeing her fears, her hopes, her regrets and her reasons why she did what she did, I really don't know what to think.
My feelings are haywire and I haven't gone to the hospital for two days and Killian is so worried about me that he made our pack's doctor fly all the way here to check on me.
He says that all this crying and feeling sad could make me abort the baby premat
