99. Logan's POV
I was hoping and praying that Clary would hear my plea and agree to be with me.
If she agreed to be with me, I would change for the better and become a better woman.
That was what I promised myself as we sat there talking.
I had told some of the things I had done including my fears and aspirations but I had left out what I thought even I couldn't believe that I did.
For example, I was selective when remembering what I did to Tamia.
I would always remember to how I made them beat her, deny her food, put silver on her, make her work nonstop but I chose to deliberately pretend that it wasn't me who ordered them to r**e her nor was it me who ordered Carter to cut her father's neck.
Those things always haunted me.
I could always see how the blood spurted out of the neck
