Every Day Thoughts

I Just Want to Enjoy this Day

It's just another cozy afternoon

The sun shines through the window

While me layin' in my bed all day

Thinking that i should enjoy this day

This day that someday will be part of my past

A memory that i want replay over and over again

My shoulders and back are hurting doing nothing

I want to do something

But i don't want to at the same time

I still want to lay on my bed the whole day

Reading novels and watching series

I still have a lot to do

My modules are piling

But why do it now if i can do it before the deadline

I just want to enjoy this day

Being excited in every c****x of the story

Being angry in the plot twist that i don't want to happen

Feeling pissed in every character that makes the protagonist's life harder

I just want to enjoy this day

I want to do something meaningful

But my back is glued on my bed

After this day ends

Im still layin' on my bed

Thinking about the things that i did the whole day

And realized that i did not do something meaningful

But what i did made me happy

Feeling so much emotions just by layin'

The stories that im reading takes me to different places

Different setting and point of views

I just want to enjoy this day

But at the end

It got me thinking

I can enjoy this day by doing something meaningful

Helping my mother in household chores

Playing with my siblings and niece

Doing my modules and exercising

Doing something that can improve myself

To make myself better

That's what im planning to do the next day

While layin' on my bed

Planning what to do tomorrow

But ended doing the same thing

Repeating the same routine

Over and over again

When will it end?

I just want to enjoy this day.