Jadea
I stared blankly up at the ceiling, hating how my nightmares kept me from sleeping.
Last night had gone well. I’d eaten everything Adam put on my plate, even though I hadn’t tasted a damn thing. I drank the water obediently. I kept my mind from dwelling on all those negatives, forcing myself to be focused on the conversation at hand with my pack—who had obviously been nervous. They were worried and concerned. They hadn’t ever seen me act that way before.
It was exhausting forcing myself to participate in the conversations around me. But, somewhere along the way, I lost myself in a blank fog. Once I was no longer actively eating, I had zoned out.
Adam, the littles and I went back to our cabin and I snuggled with all of them as we watched the latest kids movie that was available. A
