After I was done with everything we finally came home. Noel wasn’t at home yet. I sighed and looked at Ryan who was already looking at me. “Let’s go out for dinner” Ryan kissed my forehead and grabbed me from my waist. I nodded at him and smiled. “Julianna. What did he say?” I knew what he was asking about but how am I going to answer his question? How can I tell him that his next stage is suicide? My heart tightened as I remembered the doctor's words. “Nothing special. Just asked me to give you medicine at time” I smiled and kissed his cheek. He watched me for a while and didn’t say anything, just nodded at me and I knew he didn’t believe me. “Ryan, just don’t think about it okay? Everything will be fine” I didn’t want him to doubt himself and overthink. “Julianna, don’t

