Dear readers, First I want to say I’m truly sorry for not updating but also for not speaking up. As you all know I’m a nurse, and with a new wave of people needing intensive care, being infected with corona,… things have been crazier and harder then ever. Not only was I pregnant (I gave birth 2 weeks ago to a beautiful girl) but I found out the second of september that my husband cheated on me. On multiple occasions and since I got pregnant. We talked about it and eventually this could’ve been prevented if he just talked about his feelings, desires,… but instead he choose to give in to the many moves from a certain someone. Needes to say I’ve been (and still kinda am) an emotional mess, a wreck, broken and in a very dark place. Because of all this I choose to stop writing because I’

