Rana
After Tristan left I tidied the bathroom as good as I could. My body tingles sometimes but I ignore the feeling. In my mind I hear Tristan talking about us getting married over and over again. I want to tie myself to him but I just don’t see how we ever could. The rules here won’t allow it. And even if we would get the blessing, us getting married would create the possibility that he won’t be an heir anymore. I don’t care if he's a prince or if we would live on the country or by the sea. Being by his side makes me feel all kinds of feelings, makes me stronger, more aware. But I know that he is very conscientious and even if he looks rough, he wants to do good. He has his heart in the right place.
Walking around I notice how sober everything is. Clean but plain. It reminds me of our
