I couldn't help a solemn expression from appearing on my face. "Do you really think that I would be so heartless as to kill my own child? To some other people, it may not be a big deal, but, I personally do not condone such behaviour!" When Lan heard what I said, he reacted a little oddly. HIs eyes were filled with admiration, but he seemed disheartened as well for some reason. "What's with that look on your face?" I looked at Lan warily. "What's wrong? Are you worried that I'll do something to you?" Lan let out a strange smile and continued, "I'm just a little curious. Since you had no intention of killing your baby, why did the doctor tell us that you took a bunch of medications that would negatively impact your pregnancy?" As soon as Lan mentioned that, I was suddenly filled with

