Carla Was I doing the right thing? Too much thinking will make me regret my decisions. I take the pill bring it closer to my lips and hold the glass of water with my shaking hands. I didn't want my child to have to grow when it can never be safe. I don't think Aeden knows about this so it's better if he never finds out. It will be for the best. I don't even know how he will react if he finds out. I just don't want to hear the negative ones, if he didn't like the idea of having children. Gulping, I place the pill at the seam of my lips. My heart was thudding rapidly against my chest. Closing my eyes I take a deep breath in. No. Don't you will become a murderer! My consciousness mocked me and that itself was enough to push the chair back and spring up and throw the pill away. "Carla!

