Chapter 39 – memorial service
Zelina Jacobs
POV
Both Niklaus and I both woke up early, today is the day of the memorial service... I did all of the arrangements myself, had nothing to do this week I couldn’t do anything but lay in the hospital bed, so I spent that time to plan a memorial service for our baby. I rejected Niklaus's offer to help with any of the arrangements because I can't help thinking that this is all my fault...
Niklaus helps me into a loose black dress that covers my cast... He helps me into my wheelchair... I can see this is hard on him too... I saw yesterday morning he had tears in his eyes... I feel like I've failed him... His got this huge responsibility to take care of and I'm just adding to his stress... I've asked Niklaus to leave a space open in the program
