It's been at least five days since I've heard from anyone apart from Nia and Lissa, but after work I'm back to being alone in my unit wondering how Luca's going as well as feeling glad I finished the business between Josh, Nessa and I. I never knew how much it was eating away at me until I ended it all a few days ago, but work has been awkward let me tell you. Gearing up for another day of work and pondering about Luca's whereabouts, I can't help but replay both scenes in my head of me turning them both down, their faces more on the angry than hurt which is understandable but really. It should be me angry at them for the way they've been throughout their time with me. If they had of just learnt that telling your family everything is sometimes not the best thing when it comes to relation

