Emotionally Confusing D&M: Part II
Once again trying to keep a promise to myself by insisting I only have this one, Josh and I lose ourselves in small talk and the passing of cones back and forth, the entire situation feeling quite familiar until Luca's face pops up and I'm instantly hit in the gut with guilt. Remember I'm not dating Luca and tonight is the last night I'm sleeping with Josh since his birthday is out of the question now. It's just can I keep it up until the deed is over and I'm left to my own thoughts and feelings of regret? I'll probably shed a few tears and ask myself a million questions why I f**k myself over the way I do. I get it. I'm young, dumb and full of stupid f*****g decisions, so I'm bound to make a few more. It's just why I was given such a weak will to the most alluring temptations, I will ne
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