"So before we go inside, I just wanted to finish off by saying I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me. I should have texted considering I also know you're too scared about pestering me. As I said before, message me even if you're too scared to. I always like hanging out with you and really enjoy your company. In saying that my work isn't that important to keep me from contacting you, so I will do better on my part to keep in touch, it's just I don't do it often and tend to forget that I have someone that cares for me now other than my parents." he explains as we sit in his driveway with the engine dead and car still warm from the heater. "It's okay I just didn't know if you wanted to see me again. I mean after last time you kind of worried me when you said you were thinking a

