f**k It, I'm Done
It has been exactly eighteen days since I've last seen Josh. Less with Nessa since I was able to see her at work from time to time, only it wasn't much which makes me wonder if she did say something to Felicity. It's also been the same amount of time since I last saw Luca give or take a day. His words on how he was thinking of cutting me off finally got the better of me when I started thinking about the company of Nessa as well as Josh a week in, regardless of the argument we had before he left. Either way family problems or a new booty call I've stopped hoping Luca would randomly show up, especially at work when I thought I couldn't keep my s**t together. Even when the want of being with Nessa almost won every time I worked with her. How could I forget almost buckling when she caught m
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