Clarrissa
After telling Blake how a relationship between us should go he didn't seem to hesitate to be open and honest and proactive in us. I really wanted this relationship with him he makes me feel things I've always wondered about watching people couple up on the road before. I enjoyed watching relationship begin and it hurt watching them end especially when everyone was rooting for them but toxic and narcistic people find each other and most change for the person that matters most to them, as an observer those were the things I noticed most about relationships. A lot of couple who don't communicate struggle most or misunderstand each other without being open to reasoning is another relationship ender. It seemed so simple and logical to me but again I've never been in a real relationship and my parents were the definition of toxic love and should have ended way before my mother died.
I climbed into Blakes big dooley and we headed for the local diner for Breakfast after our morning run and workout its something we started doing together to spend alone time without eyes, its also fast becoming my favoirte thing we do. I talk to him about everything and he starting to slowly open up about things that are going on with him as well. It was our usual morning routine and Tony and her husband Charlie joined us this am for breakfast,, we open today at 5 and she wanted to go over plans before gates opened. Family business she called it in front of me. Charlie and I got up and walked to another table so they could talk in private over some coffee. Charlie smiled his very loving grey eyes at me very protective like towards me.
How's thing going with Blake?
Honestly now that things are settling in for the season its not bad we talk and are very conscious of each others needs and we make sure we set boundaries' while were still getting to know each other so over all I really like him Charlie and I'm happy.
Sweetie this is the calmest happiest I've seen Blake in nearly 7 years since he been given the responsibility of boss man he's a great kid but he takes a lot of the burden himself to make sure his families happy but he rarely does anything to make himself happy and you my dear are making that man very happy .
I blushed and lowered my head knowing I was falling in love with him and still felt like it was too fast but I feel what I feel and didn't want to scare him with my emotion’s. s**t my period must be coming I'm feeling very emotional and all over the place today.
Blake and Tony slid into the booth next to us and the waitress finally came to take our orders.
We laughed drank coffee and ate a ton of food, heading back to the lot I sat in the back with Tony who went over where everyone was working today and I nodded my head in agreement and kept notes of everything she wanted done before opening this evening.
Back at the lot I jumped out the truck walked over to Blake gave him a massive hug and said meet me for a nap at lunch time.
His wink and smug look gave me chills and I smiled and walked towards the food trucks to start prepping food for tonight.
I take my time and slowed down cutting up onions and peppers and sticking hot dogs for dipping. I made 8 solid batches of corn dog mix funnel cake mix and 10 trays of elephant ear dough balls for frying. Tony wondered out to me about noon and I had everything finished cleaned up and was getting ready to leave.
What are you doing out here alone Ms. Clarissa Grace , you were supposed bring other girls from our crew out here.
Sorry Tony I am so use to doing my own trucks that it don't dawn on me to ask anyone out here.
You've been here a month love it something I tell you every time, even if they don't do anything other then sit here with you you have to bring them out here to work I cant pay them for not working.
Yes ma'am sorry about that.
I think you have someone waiting for you for a lunch date.
I looked up to see Blake pulling up in the golf cart to come get me my heart flutter at the sight of him and i blushed.
I walked out of the food trailer and straight into his arms that were wide open waiting for me my head hit his hard chest and I felt his heart beat under me ear fluttering just as fast as mine felt.