Can You Love Me Too

Broken

Note:- This chapter contains few disturbing things and verbal abuse. So if you are not comfortable with it then don't read it please. Just remember that it's a demand of story. Thank you.

3rd person POV:-

Kieth wokeup with a sudden jolt of pain in his head and lower region. He took few minutes to get used to of this and then gotup from sleeping position and sat against headboard. He looked everywhere in the room but not to his left side because................he didn't have enough courage to look at Seth!!

He didn't forget what he did yesterday night, after drinking with him..........He remembers, he let his lust took control over his mind........He remembers, how from one kiss he ended up raping Seth!

He remembers endless denial from Seth but he was not bothered to listen.......!!

He didn't know what to do now but one thing that he knows definitely is that today everything is gonna change, whether in good way or bad. He didn't want this time to ever end because he is sure that he can't answer Seth's questions. He just wants to die now. He is not strong enough to face the concequencs now......!!

When Seth stir in his sleep then Kieth knew that he would also wokeup soon and he would face his anger, and for that he have to be ready.........!!

It's not like he can't escape from this.....he can.....offcours he can..!! He just have to leave silently from here before Seth getups. Seth would leave today so, they will not meet for long time and he will not pickup his calls, so one day Seth will forgive his mistake or his anger will reduce......!! But he can't do this.....he just can't do this.

He will face this!! He will face all the consequences!! He will face all the anger and hatred from Seth!! He has done a mistake and he will beg for Seth's forgiveness!! He can't let their relationship end like this!! He can't lose Seth because of his stupid mistake....!!

He gotup from bed limping with so much pain in his lower back. Pain and burning was not helping him to even walk properly but still he pushed himself and gathered his clothes and started wearing it one by one. When he was wearing his boxers and pant, he saw some dry blood on his legs and some warm liquid slipped from his eyes.

After wearing his clothes properly with so much difficulty he went to bed and took his seat beside Seth and waited for him to wakeup. He was just staring at Seth and was forming thousands of situations in which they will be after he wakeups. He knows that this is going to be long......!!

After more fifteen minutes later, Seth tried to open his eyes which seemed impossible because of the pain he was feeling in his head. Not only his head, but he was also feeling some strange pain in other parts of his body too. Lights in the room was piercing his eyes which was making him blind and he was not able to see anything.......!!

After blinking and rubbish his eyes for many times he was able to see now, so he was just staring at ceiling silently unknown to the fact that someone is seating beside him. He was having a massive headache and he didn't know it's reason. He tried to remember everything properly for the cause of his present condition and..................

And it all came like a flash one by one before his eyes. His breathing got heavier and beads of sweat rolled down his forehead. He remembered each and everything.........not in detail but most of it he remembers now.

Kieth visiting him when he was about to sleep...... His farewell gift......Sunset Rum

...........their drinking party........getting drunk........confession and denial.........

kissing........bedroom........Kieth's naked body on him..........Kieth forcing himself on him.........Kieth rapping him.......damn.

A tear escaped from his eyes with the rising anger. How could Kieth do something like this to him. How could he.

He believed him with his everything and he broke it. He thought him only as a friend and he made himself clear on this.......didn't he....!! Then how.....why?? Why he have to do something like this and break their beautiful friendship??

After thinking like eternity, he turned his left and saw Kieth, sitting on the edge of bed looking at him. Kieth was just looking at Seth with red and fluffy eyes which were sheding tears non-stop. This made Seth more angrier. Because he was not able to understand that why the hell Kieth was crying when he was at the fault. Is he trying to play victim card here. Did he planned this all......!!

He gotup from his bed and started wearing his clothes and shouted on Kieth.

"Why the hell are you still here??"

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"Just tell me god damn.......Why are you still standing in my house...!!"

"I......I..am sorry Seth.......I am so......"

And listing those sorry words from Kieth mouth made Seth more and more angrier. He was boiling with rage. He was that mad at Kieth that he wanted to kill him with anything he gets now, but he controlled himself. Seeing Kieth in front of him acting all innocent made him want to chock Kieth to death. He was getting frustrated with each passing second looking at Kieth......!!

"To hell with your sorry you asshole. You raped me and now you're saying sorry."

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" I thought you as my family and a best friend and what you did to me..........this......why the hell you did this Kieth."

"Seth......I.........I love you.......I do..."

"For god's sake stop that "I love you" song, do you get that. I don't f*****g love you...!! Get that in your f*****g brain.

Do you know that I an the next CEO of my dad's company.......a company that worths billions. What will people say when they will come to know that I have slept with other man.....?? You may not have any reputation but I have.......I can't love you.....can't you understand this simple thing."

By now Kieth was a crying mess. He wanted to answer Seth but he was afraid that Seth will misunderstand it.

Seth came near him and lifted his chin up forcefully with his fingers and again shouted on him.

"You know what, I shouldn't have let you inside my house. I trusted you and you cheated on me. Do you know what you have done.....!!"

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"You have broken my trust.......!! You have killed our friendship just because of your selfishness. Were you that desperate to have s*x with me to put our friendship on stake......!!!

Tell me one thing honestly, you planned this all.....didn't you.......It was your idea to make me drunk and take advantage of me.....Isn't..??

Kieth looked at Seth shocked because never in his millions of dreams he thought something like this. His love for Seth is pure and unconditional. How can Seth think something like this about him. Doesn't he know him even that much..........!!

"Seth.......Seth.......I didn't did th.......that.

Please........believe me......"

"Believe you.......how can I believe you Kieth after what you did to me......tell me??

You purposely brought that alcohol and made me drunk so that you can sleep with me and can play victim card....!!

So that you can make me feel guilty and take your responsibility........Thank god that you are not a girl who can get pregnant otherwise I really had to take your responsibility.......!!

How pathetic you are Kieth....!! This is not your love....this is your selfishness. Just your selfishness........."

And Kieth was just looking at Seth, sobbing silently.

"Now I am damn sure that there are many who got trapped in your fake love game. I will not be surprised if I will come to know about you sleeping with others men too because you are just a f*****g slut who can sleep with anyone for your benifit.

You are a celebrity but you are acting like a w***e who is desperate to sleep with anyone to make their life colourful and fulfill their ambition. And I know these tears are also fake. You must be thinking that after my anger will die, I will accept you.........don't you.

But I am sorry to say but I don't want to be in any kind of relationship with a disgusting person like you........who can get this low to achieve their target......... I am not a f*****g faggot like you so don't think that I will ever love you ........did you get that. I am done with you Kieth."

These were not just few sentences by Seth........this is something that completely broke Kieth from inside out. He knew that something bad will happen today but this bad.........he didn't expected this......!! He was not able to say anything because there was nothing left to say.

He was feeling like someone has snatched his voice and soul from his body. He was not able to process anything in his mind. He never expected his love to call him a 'slut' or 'w***e'.....!! In front if him, his whole world was crushing down but his mind and body was paralysed. He was not even able to defend himself from these accuses. He was just looking at Seth with so much hurt that Seth was not able to see...........!!!!!!!

Kieth was still looking at Seth when he felt a hand grabbing his wrist tightly and started dragging him outside of the room. He knows that it was Seth's hands and he is going to throw him out of his apartment. Seth was still scolding him but his mind refused to record any of that.

He was not able to walk properly because of the pain in his lower region but it seems that Seth didn't bother about anything else now except throwing Kieth out of his apartment. He was not able to tolerate Kieth presence near him even for a second and want to get rid of him as soon as possible.

Seth pushed Kieth out of his door and said angrily-

"Don't ever show me your dirty face in my house or in my life. You're the most hideous chapter of my life and I want to forget it for forever. See you never Mr. Kieth Williams......!!!"

And with that, he shut the door with loud bang on the face of Kieth........Just like that........with tears.......with pain.........with blood.........with shattered heart........with crumbled world........with nothing.

But still Kieth loves him because.............. Well there is no 'because'. Because his love doesn't need any reason to love. He loves Seth......and it was always like that and will be always like that.

He stood at the door of Seth, crying silently in hope that he will open the door for him and will forgive him. He will hug him and will talk to him......but after waiting for more than an hour, no one opened the door. So he dried his tears and headed towards parking lot.

He started his car and went towards his apartment. During whole drive he didn't shed a single tear because his mind was shutting everything out. He was not able to think rationaly. He was just trying to drive without hitting anyone.

He didn't know how he reached his apartment or how he got inside or what he did after that....!! He just went to his bed like a dead body and closed his eyes. He was not feeling anything now.......and he didn't know why. It was like he was a living corpse. He just laid on his bed, closing his eyes, without stirring a bit, mind completely blank......and soon he fall asleep.......!!

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He don't know when, but when he opened his eyes, he was only able to see darkness. Suddenly he felt something heavy on his heart and body because his mind again started working properly. All the things which he did yesterday night, all the bitter words that Seth said about him, all the hopes which are broken now, all the pain which was piercing him.........he remembers that all.

And with that one tear escaped from his eyes, followed by two....then three....then four and then many more and for many hours.....!! His heart, feeling like it's going to stop working soon........which was also good because he can't live with this pain........without his Seth.

Only one name on his tounge...........Seth

..............who now hates him with his whole heart.......who can be never his.

And that night The Star......Kieth Williams died a thousand death and no one knew about it.........!!!!

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