AXEL
It didn’t matter anymore what I did. He could never forgive me. I could see it in his eyes. This fantasy I had of him being my mate was just that, a fantasy.
Even in my fantasy he would never want me. Not now. I had done the worse thing I could have done. I hurt him.
I walked up the stairs behind Aaron as he carried him in the guestroom. I couldn’t follow him in.
All I wanted to do was hug him and comfort him and tell him how sorry I was. Even now I had to keep up appearances. But was it worth it? I wasn’t fit to be Alpha.
As an alpha there are certain things I’m compelled to do like dole out punishments for people when they commit crimes. From lashings to jail time to even executions.
And sometimes I or my pack might be challenged by rogues and I would have to kill in orde
