Suddenly, Luna

Chapter 19 - I love you, is that ok?

Logan POV

She is mine. 

I am laying on my back, with her body wrapped around me. Her head was in the crook of my neck and I could feel her soft breath on my skin. 

Mine. 

How can a man be so possessive? How can I feel this way? I wish I could whisk her in my arms and carry her somewhere far, far away, where no one will exist except the two of us. At least for a while. or for a few years. And, as soon as all of the commotion is over, I'll take her somewhere, on a honey moon. Europe, maybe. We'll see. 

I can feel the soft touch of her finger on my chest; she’s been drawing the same invisible  pattern on my left peck for a while now not saying a word. 

I wish she said something, such as “I love you”.  I know that was  only in my head. I’ve almost said it back when I realized it must have been my imagination only. 

I know it’s too soon. But I want to hear those words. I want to know that she feels the same things that I do. I’ve known her less than a week and I love her. It’s not just our mate bond in the game, it’s more. So much more that, even if I wanted; I couldn’t put my feelings into words.

“I love you!” I said. Grace stiffened and I have to admit, I’ve surprised even myself with this statement. 

We started to talk at the same time, but her reaction was faster. She sat next to me and put a finger on my lips.  

“There’s no need for you to say it back! It’s fine, It’s too soon. I just got carried away!” She said shyly and let her hair cover her face. Is she blushing?

She has actually said she loved me? I was transfixed, looking at her lips and then I crushed my lips against hers. She stood still for a brief moment and then she kissed me back. I’ve pressed my body against hers, feeling the heat radiating from her. 

After, what it seemed forever, I touched my forehead to hers. 

"So, I wasn't imagining? You love me? Godess, you love me!" I finished with a kiss. 

She smiled me, touched my lower lips and whispered softly:

"Yeah, baby. I love you!"

“Mine!” A whisper between kisses. 

“Yours!” She replied and kissed me back. 

She was on her back again, and the second I entered her again, something feral woke inside me. The need to own dictated every other thought in my mind and it’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. Blood boiled under my skin as I pushed inside of her faster and harder. Her head fell back, exposing her neck. That little bit of self control has finally disappeared - I licked her marking spot and then bit her. She screamed, but there was no paint in her voice, only pure pleasure. 

She held me to her tightly, her nails biting into the skin on my back. 

All of a sudden, she pushed herself from the bed and a moment later, she lifted her knees and straddled me. She was sitting on my lap, riding me hard. Her body started to shake and she was coming again. When I was about to start coming myself, she pushed my head to the side, licked my neck and bit me back.

“Fuuuuck!” something bursted inside of me. s*x has never felt this good before. Nothing ever felt this good.  I bit her even harder and held on her as my life depended on it. In a way, it did. 

Once we’ve finally calmed down, I’ve released my bite and gently licked the wound. It started to heal right away. After she did the same thing on my neck, I held her head gently between my palms. She was holding back on me again.

“Hey, look at me!” I said gently. “Please, baby!”

After she finally did, a tear rolled down her cheek. 

“Are you ok? Did I hurt you?” A wave of panic overwhelmed me. 

She shook her head and started sobbing. 

“N..No.. You, you did.. not.. i.. I.. I can't.. I don't know how to..

It’s just too much!” she murmured. “I don’t know how to, how to.. deal with this thing between us.”

She must have felt my body tensing under her because she said:

“It’s just too much. Too good. Will it last, or I’ll wake up in a day or two and realize that it was just a day or to of stupid s*x? Oh, God.. It is, isn't it? Just  hormones.. I am stu..”  She didn't finished the sentence; I have kissed her, and i did it hard. After I could feel her body was completely relaxed i asked with a broad smile on my face:

“Stupid s*x? I am the experienced one here and I really don’t think this was stupid s*x at all. This was one of the best s*x experiences ever. In the world!” I said with a smile. 

“Cocky again, huh?” she said and gave me a soft kiss.

“Just realistic baby.  And I honestly don't think we will burst out in flames. I love you. I hope your declaration of love for me wasn’t just my hopeful thinking. And..” I gently traced her mark with soft kisses. 

“We can’t get any more official than this!”

“Oh my God!” she screamed. “I’ve bitten you! Are you OK? Did I hurt you?”

It was my turn to burst out laughing. 

“Do I look  like I’m hurting?”

She rolled her eyes, kissed me and the round number 3 has begun.