I've always been so lost in my pain that I've never taken a second to actually think about what he has been going through as well.
Looking back I realized that I made a mistake by seeking protection from Fred and I will always appreciate everything that he gave me but I ruined his relationship with Garrett.
I know that unlike Garrett he won't look me in the eye and tell me the truth and sometimes I wish he would because he wanted me to believe Garrett wasn't responsible for everything that happened but I didn't believe him and I even made him choose me over his best friend.
" I love you." I said because he has it in his mind that I actually love Fred more than I love him but but not true and the kind of love I feel for Fred is just platonic and it's friendship.
" you don't have to ans
