CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR I pace back and forth across the dusty terrain, feeling more overwhelmed than I ever have. The desert air is cool on my skin, a sharp contrast to the heat of the moment that simmers between Jake and me. I can feel his gaze like a physical touch, but I can't bring myself to meet it just yet. "Jake," I start, finally halting and turning to face him. His eyes are oceans of emotions, deep and unreadable. "I... I need time to think about it." His expression falters for a moment before he nods, closing the short distance between us with a step that feels like an eternity. "I understand, Lily. Take all the time you need." His voice is a low rumble, restrained power laced with a tenderness that makes my heart ache. But this isn't just about us. My relationship with Ryan, my

