1 week.
It's been 1 week since I last left my apartment. Hell, it's been 1 week since I last left this room.
I'm a complete and utter mess and I can't bring myself together. Even after 1 week, it still hurts.
Everything hurts.
It's like I'm being suffocated and enough air isn't getting into my lungs. There is this ache in my chest that doesn't want to leave and am so scared. Am scared that as the days get longer and the nights get shorter, the ache will grow stronger and I don't think I can handle that. I don't think I can handle this.
I miss him. I miss him so much with every fibre in my body, every tear I shed, every beat my heart makes, I miss him like crazy and i don't know what to do.
He calls, he texts and pounds the hell out of my door and never once have I ever found the stre
