MY HOT RUTHLESS BOSS (SPG/R18+)

Chapter 3 Her Pain

“How… how come, you’re a virgin?” he pulled away, and I was still in a lot of pain. My eyes were tightly closed.

“Answer me, Felixia!” he roared furiously. I furrowed my brows and looked at him. Under the dim light I saw him, panting and looking ferociously at me.

“What are you fuming about? Is it a sin for me to be a virgin? Aren’t you proud that you have already ruined my purity? You should not be angry right now. You should feel very victorious!” I sarcastically answered. Can’t he be a little gentle? It was my first time and his huge c**k broke me roughly.

“Damn you, Felixia! Damn you!” he muttered more curses as he crashed his lips to mine. He was so rough, hurting me with every deep and aggressive kiss. Just what is the problem with this man?

“L-Leon, be gentle, please…” I pleaded, my tears already rolling down my cheeks. He didn’t answer, but his kiss became more tender.

“Kiss me back!” he demanded. I was afraid that he might hurt me again, so I just did what he wanted, and I responded to him.

Now his kiss was becoming more intense, and my body was starting to betray me. It is responding voluntarily to his touches. His warm palm was caressing my skin, burning it with a sensation I couldn’t name. It was good, so damn good actually!

“Felixia…” he moaned my name as he went down to kiss my neck, licking my skin and making me yearn for more. I gasped when his calloused hands cupped my breasts and started kneading them, rubbing my n*****s.

“Ahhh,” I whimpered as his kisses went down to the valley of my breasts, then he engulfed one n****e. I arched my body and I gripped onto his hair. I had already forgotten the pain down my core because all I could feel was my wetness down there.

“I will try to enter you again… I will be careful this time,” he whispered into my ear, then licked it. I moaned as the hair on my nape stood and another wave of sensation ran through my veins.

“Oh… s**t!” I winced in pain, but I didn’t stop him. He was true to his promise while he continued to insert his shaft inside me, stretching my tight walls again. I bit my lip hard and suppressed a moan as he completely shoved everything in.

He did not move and just kissed me passionately. It was like he was trying to ease the pain. His hands are also caressing the sides of my legs, and I must admit that the pain is slowly becoming bearable. I never thought that Leon could be this big. I definitely feel so full between my legs.

“I will move slowly now,” he whispered. I closed my eyes as I nodded and waited for the pain. He began thrusting gently while kissing my lips, my cheeks, my jaw and even my neck. I was also beginning to get used to his size.

“I-I think I can handle it faster already,” I told him. He stopped and looked at me.

“Are you sure?” he asked, looking a bit hesitant.

I nodded. “Yes.”

With that signal, his movement started to pick up its pace, and a building pleasure was a bit amazing in my womb.

“Ahhh… ahhh…” I whimpered again when a tingling sensation hit my core, up to my womb. An unfamiliar heat is building there and every time he hit something inside me with his every deep thrust, I couldn’t stop myself from moaning.

“Damn! You are squeezing me in a tight grip. It’s so f*****g good!” he groaned and pounded my core in a feral face. I was already breathless, anticipating something that was about to explode inside me. It was indescribable, and my nails were being dug into his skin.

“Ohhh, God! Oh f*****g, s**t!” I squeaked, as I reached my climax. Everything became a distant blur, and my breathing was so heavy. I could feel my flesh tightening inside me and gripping his c**k more.

“s**t! I don’t want to come yet. I still want to enjoy this tight, warm and slippery p***y of yours, baby…” he murmured and thrusted harder and deeper. I was almost losing my sanity with his rough f*****g. It was terribly rough, but I don’t feel any pain at all. It was really such a wonderful feeling.

As time passed by, his thrusts were becoming wild, and I was arching my back for another climax. It was already my fourth for tonight and my whole body was trembling every time he made me come.

“Now feel my c*m, baby…” he grumbled between his thrusts until I felt him become bigger inside me, and a hot liquid exploded. He was so intense, and my body was shaking with his rough f*****g. He did this until he poured everything inside me.

“You’re mine, Felixia! So, f*****g mine!” he announced. I was too tired to even open my eyes, so I just let sleep overpower me.

The night passed in a blur of emotions, a mixture of pleasure and pain, love and hate. By the time the first light of dawn filters through the windows, I felt like a different person.

“You’re awake. I guess you were very tired to sleep so soundly like that.”

I looked at where his voice was coming from. He was sitting on the couch. In front of him were piles of so many documents. He seemed to be checking them or something.

“Ahh…” I croaked as I felt the soreness down there. Even my head was giving me a hard time. My whole body was screaming in pain.

I felt sticky so I needed to wash up. I got out of bed and I groaned with the pain again. My legs are weak and shaky. Damn it! I was feeling great while he was f*****g me last night, but now I just want to die.

“What the…!” I was surprised when my body suddenly lifted in the air. He was carrying me now.

“Let me help you,” he said. We entered the bathroom, and he prepared a warm bath for me by filling the tub. Then he put a formula there, and the fragrant scent of lavender oil and peppermint filled the air.

He was about to carry me again, but I stopped him. “I can handle it. You can now go back to your work.”

I was nervous, and I didn’t know why he hated me so when he was being nice like this. I was starting to feel scared.

“Suit yourself! By the way, my driver bought you some clothes. Just choose later,” he informed me, then stormed out of the bathroom.

It immediately soothed my body when I dipped myself in the tub. I spent almost an hour taking a bath, and although I was still sore all over, I am feeling much better now.

Leon watched me as I dressed, his expression unreadable. He seemed satisfied, but there was a hint of something else in his eyes, something that made me wonder if he regretted what he had done.

As I prepared to leave, he went to me and handed me an envelope, a thick one with cash.

"This is for you. Consider it the first installment. And send me your account number and I will send you the one million dollars that you were asking for last time. You made me happy, so I will give it to you as a reward," he expressed, a meaningful grin was on his face.

I gritted my teeth in pain as I took the envelope from him, my hands shaking. Now I am a w***e. I just spread my legs, and he would give me money. I smiled bitterly as I looked up at Leon, searching his face for any sign of the man I once loved. No! I still love him, I know that.

Is this really how you want to live your life? Consumed by revenge? Are you happy now?" I asked, feeling like my heart had been stabbed a million times.

Leon looked away. His jaw was clenched. “My driver is waiting in the parking lot. He will take you home,” he replied dryly. His attention was now back to the documents he had been looking at earlier.

I did not move immediately and just stared at him. Then my eyes also darted into the messy bed. I heaved a heavy breath and forced myself to turn away and leave the place. My tears were now falling uncontrollably, my heart was aching so badly. Being treated like a w***e hit differently.

“Oh? I thought you were going to go straight to work today?” my Mom asked, a bit surprised. That was the alibi I gave her yesterday when I had to spend the night with Leon.

“I was feeling, Mom, so I asked my boss to give me a day off,” I answered, avoiding her eyes.

“What? Today is your first day of work and you will already be absent? Your boss surely is an understanding one,” she said, doubting my words.

“Mom, please. I am not really in a mood to argue with you. Just take this and buy some stock for a month maybe,” I handed him the envelope that Leon had given me. She took it with a confused look in her eyes.

“Where did you get this?” she asked suspiciously. I just rolled my eyes.

“I borrowed it. You said we ran out of everything at home, so I borrowed some cash. And by the way, our company granted me a million-dollar loan. Please send it to those scumbag creditors, so they will stop harassing us!” I informed her. Now she was even more shocked.

“You just started, and now you’re even absent on your first day. Yet, your company granted you a loan with such a huge amount. Are you doing illegal negotiations now, Felixia?” she accused me.

I looked at her, hurt and frustrated. She suddenly became regretful. “I am not Dad, Mom! I will never do anything like that. Just accept the money and I will work my ass for more to earn money to pay all those f*****g debts!”

I walked away and went straight to my room. My tears were streaming down my cheeks again as I closed my eyes. Our father left us with a twenty million debt, aside from his other debts, and those people were harassing us. There was even one time that I almost got kidnapped when they tried to sell me for prostitution.

I worked four different jobs just to finish college and slowly pay for the debts left by my father. That is why I was ecstatic when I got hired at Wright’s Pharmaceuticals. But I just didn’t expect that another hell would come to me in meeting Leon again.

The next day, I went to the office early. I had already prepared myself with Marissa’s scolding for being absent on my first day. But that didn’t happen. Instead, she showed me to a spacious office adjacent to Leon’s.

“This will be your workspace. If you need anything, just let me know,” she said. I smiled at her.

“Thank you, Marissa. W-What time is our boss arriving? The usual time?” I managed to say and asked, my thoughts were still spinning.

“He is arriving between 8:00 – 9:00. He is mostly on business trips. So, he stayed in his office not longer than a week. You must be prepared for that because he will be taking you everywhere,” she explained. My mouth fell ajar, but I regained my composure.

“I understand. Thanks, Marissa. I will be needing more of your help to learn everything here, so please bear with me,” I requested.

She smiled as she leaned on my table. “I am the chief secretary and there are two more outside. Everything about the company is taken care of by us, while you only take care of our CEO. More of his personal needs. So, you don’t have to worry too much. Just be good at assisting him because he hates delays and mess,” she noted. I was again in a little shock for a moment.

“Thanks, Marissa. Now I can understand my job better,” I replied with an awkward smile. She nodded and bid goodbye to me.

Once Marissa left, I sank into the chair behind my desk, trying to process everything. I remembered the night I had rejected Leon so clearly. It had been a painful decision, driven by my fears and insecurities. I thought I was making the right choice for my future. But now I couldn’t help but wonder what might have been if I had seen beyond his modest lifestyle.