Love Is the End of Despair

Chapter 4

Luyang threw the bucket on the ground and shouted," Are you awake now?" !"

Awake? I had always been very clear-headed, but in the past, I had never been clear-headed. I thought I could stay with Luyang for the rest of my life, but only now did I it was just a dream I had made.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Luyang squatted down and grabbed my chin with one hand." Tang Qing You, I ca n' t tell that you really have the means."

Means. What means could I have? If I had the means, would he and I be able to reach this stage?

"Don't think I do n' t know what you're up to. I' ll tell you, you don't want to get another piece of your heart from me because... "You're not worthy!"

###Chapter10, Hearts with Pains

Luyang used a lot of force. I felt that as long as he used a little more force, my chin would be crushed.

Why, I can't understand what he was saying?

Didn't he think that Jiang Wen Tao and I were connected? Then why did he say that I wanted his heart?

But I wanted his heart to be real. It was fake to be connected to Jiang Wen Tao.

"You're not worthy" meant that he had rejected all the feelings between him and me for the past three years. So straightforward, so direct, and without any hesitation.

It turned out that in the past three years, I had worked so hard to love him, but this was the result.

It was so cold. The flame of love in my heart was extinguished, and the chill spread throughout my entire body. I shivered, and my heart was like dead water. Then, I pressed my throat and replied with difficulty," That's right, how am I worthy of you? Would n' t that Chief Lu still force me to stay by your side?"

"What's wrong with you? I just treat you as a plaything. Do you understand? "It's just a plaything. How could I lose my status?" Luyang raised her eyebrows and looked at me.

My words were unpleasant to hear. Luyang was even worse than my words. I wanted to use such words to hurt Luyang heart, but in the end, I was hurt by his words.

I figured it out. He had no intention of treating me, so how could he be hurt by my words? On the contrary, my heart had been given to him. He could do whatever he wanted.

If this was the result of falling in love for three years, then I would rather that everything never started, but... If it was really like this, I wouldn't give up. Three years, one thousand and ninety-five days. The little bits and pieces that I was with Luyang, from the marriage of purpose at the beginning to the love of each other in the end, it was n' t a dream, it was a real existence, it really happened.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Luyang let go of me and I collapsed to the ground. I only heard him snort coldly and leave without looking back.

I didn't even have the courage to stop him. I could only watch his back disappear in front of me. Then, I heard a bang and the door closed. I started to cry again, hysterically.

Since then, I, a dignified "Mrs. Lu ", was more like a Luyang's lover. On the other hand, I was more like a" Mrs. Lu "than I was. I' ve never seen a junior act so upright.

However, Luyang still wanted to embolden her, treat her well and criticize me.

One had to know that there was no lack of interest in this world. Even the people in the Luyang company were all trying to curry favor with Su Man. They had already treated her as their mistress, and I was just... Heh, in Luyang words, I'm just a plaything.

However, no matter where Luyang went, he would always bring me along. But I knew that it wasn't that he could n' t leave me, but that he wanted to embarrass me. When he came to the company, those snobbish eyes would curry favor with Su Man, but they were cold-faced towards me. When they went to socialize, the bosses all thought that Su Man was Luyang wife, and I was just a small secretary.

He wanted my heart to be riddled with holes. Only then would he be willing.

Although Luyang and Su Man had gotten better, it seemed that ever since I burned the torchbed, he had never brought Su Man home. Therefore, every time I got home, I would only have a slight chance to catch my breath. However, it was just a tiny bit. After returning home, Luyang would start torturing me with actions...

###Chapter11, Divorce Agreement

It was another engagement. I really didn't want to go, but Luyang forced me to go. I had no choice but to go. Who told him to seize my weakness and let me listen to his command?

I've never been very good at dressing myself up. Compared to the Su Man that wore fancy clothes, I' m really in line with the rules. Therefore, when those bosses saw Su Man, they would think that she was Luyang wife, and I was just an unremarkable secretary.

However, I didn't want them to recognize me. However, I did n' t want to be inconspicuous, but Luyang didn't want to help him. He wanted to introduce me to him as his wife.

I didn't understand. With me and Su Man, in such a stark contrast, I still wanted to introduce my identity to people everywhere, afraid that others would n' t know that his wife couldn't compare to the secretary beside him.

No one was like him. Others were putting gold on their own faces. He was in a hurry to make people talk about his wife.

However, when he thought about it, it wasn't hard to understand that he just wanted people to say that I Tang Qing You n' t worthy of him. He was acting in the opposite direction, just to show off how noble he was. He didn't pay attention to the outside world. He was a CEO who focused on the inside.

This was the first time I knew that this Luyang was so deep in thought.

But that was also true. How could Tangtang Diyang Group CEO be naive?

In the past three years, I probably had a fake marriage. Anyway, I'm getting more and more confused about Luyang...

He no longer loved me. Heh, perhaps he didn't love me at all, yet he did n' t let me leave. He wanted to torture me for the rest of my life?

I sat by Luyang's side and watched him drink wine with the bosses and Su Man accompany him. I looked like an outsider and did n' t fit in with this place. I really didn't know what Luyang asked me to do. Did I see how close he and Su Man were?

After a reception, Luyang was drunk and hung on my shoulder. I couldn't hold on anymore.

Su Man came over with high heels, trying to snatch Luyang from my hand. Those stilettos weren't afraid to sprain their feet. I did n' t let go." Are you enough?" Didn't he have enough of the limelight at the dinner table? "Now that I'm sending my husband back, what are you messing with?"

Although Luyang and I were currently in perfect harmony, they hadn't divorced for a day. That meant that I was Mrs. Lu. Did n' t Luyang want to tie me to his side? I thought it through. Alright, I'll stay and mess with him.

Su Man didn't want to let her go. He even grabbed Luyang arm and said," Are n' t you unable to help yourself? I'll help you send Chief Lu back!"

"Thank you. No need." I used all my strength to support Luyang as I walked out. Su Man because the heels were too high and couldn't keep up, she had to loosen her hand and stomp her feet angrily.

After leaving the hotel and stopping the car, he finally brought Luyang home.

I remember when Luyang got drunk and went home, I was always worried and worried. I often stayed by him for the whole night, afraid that he would get up and vomit in the middle of the night.

He probably never knew about this.

When he woke up, it was dawn. I had stayed up all night, and by morning, I couldn't hold on anymore.

I sighed. What was the point of thinking about this?

I shook my head and helped Luyang back to my room. When I saw that he was finally lying on the bed, I was able to catch my breath.

Originally, I didn't want to care about him, but I was probably a slut. I could n' t help but turn around and put some warm water in the basin to wipe his face and body, just like before.

Heh, how could it be like before...

I gently wiped Luyang face with a towel, but tears fell out of my eyes and dripped onto his face.

He frowned slightly and instinctively raised his hand to touch his face before continuing to sleep.

When I saw Luyang drunk, I admitted that I still felt the same pain as before. But now, it was my precious tranquility. I could not endure his torment. His evil words met each other. I could quietly watch him and quietly shed my tears.

It was a long night. I stayed by Luyang's side like before and did n' t sleep until dawn.

By the time I woke up, it was already noon and there was no Luyang at home. I leaned against the bed and started to stay there. Ever since I married Luyang, I hadn't gone to work. I had been at home peacefully in front of my housewife. It was nothing at all, and it had always been good.

But now, it had suddenly reached this stage. Everything that happened caught me off guard.

Just as I was thinking about it, my phone rang. I picked it up and looked at it. My heart tightened and I couldn't help but take a deep breath. Then, with trembling hands, I picked up the phone. Mom ……"

This mother was not my own mother, but Luyang mother—— Xu Yuan Di.

"Come back now." There wasn't any discussion in his tone. He was completely commanding.

Xu Yuan Di didn't want to see me. In her eyes, Luyang should have found the best woman in the world to match her. However, that's right. With Luyang conditions, many women flocked to her. As for her, she was just a fake rich woman who was on the verge of collapse. However, she married Luyang. How could she not be angry?

"…… "Okay." I weakly replied. Cold sweat was already pouring out of my body. It would definitely not be a good thing if Xu Yuan Di suddenly asked me to go back. However, she had already asked me to go back. I couldn't do it without going back.

"Beep beep beep..." On the other end of the phone, Xu Yuan Di directly hung up. I hadn't even sucked in a breath of cold air.

Putting down my phone, I felt a little flustered. In the past three years of my marriage to Luyang, apart from returning to have a meal with Xu Yuan Di on holidays, I couldn't see her at any other time. Of course, she did n' t want to see me I didn't want to see her either. She hated me, but I was afraid of her.

He took a deep breath. Since he had already agreed, he had to go. I lifted the blanket and got out of bed. I took some clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.