i heart you

Chapter 11

Heart beats gettting faster by seconds. Palm sweating, throat turning dry, tension in the air speaks Jabeen situation. She didn't want to expose her past life, the past she was trying get rid of. Of course they are trying to find out just to tease me, just to use it as weapon to weaken me, her mind reminds.

Truth was something she's afraid of. Lying was something she hates. Why cant I just be myself? That's what people say to each other right? Just be yourself. But again, sometimes other people don't appreciate the honesty. Rather they make fun of your problems. So it is okay I guess, if you lie sometimes. If that can protect you, so why not?

'Truth' she replies boldly. Not showing the tension on her face. Lisa smirks as she took the bottle up. She looks at it thinking what can she ask? What question can really be that secretive?

''Why are you studying abroad? When you can just be in your home land. Why this country? Why somewhere you don't even know about?'' A question Jabeen wasn't expecting. Lisa expressed her own thoughts. Because thats the question that's been bothering her and she used the perfect moment to ask it. '' Because I wanted to be myself. '' Jabeen replies smiling. '' I believed leaving my own land would help me release the old me. The me I want to get ridden of and I guess this opportunity was perfect for me to finally become the new me. The version of me I have always wanted to become and there's no one to stop me becoming that person. ''

Lisa was astonished of her bravery. Saying out aloud what she wanted. Amber risens her eyebrows questioning, '' And what exactly made you stop to become that 'you' there? '' Lisa was curious to know too. Jabeen grabs the bottle from Lisa's hand replying, '' I guess thats a question I will answer the next time I choose truth. '' she places it on the ground spining it as the girls continued the game with their silly questions and silly dares. ''So, truth or dare, Amber?'' Amy asks while Amber laughs.

''I choose truth bitch.''

''Okay..''

Amy starts thinking of what to ask while Lisa pops in questioning,''When will you stop crushing on my brother? '' bringing a strong gaze from Jabeen. Amber's cheeks turns ridiculously pink as she couldn't stop to remove that smile off her face. '' I demand another question. '' The girls starts teasing while Jabeen was silent .

Does Micheal like her too? Jabeen kept thinking. Her heart started feeling heavy. Why was she jeolous? Does she have feelings for Mike? She asks herself. How can you like someone you never talked to? Another question rose in head. '' Fine.. I will answer. '' she finally stops laughing . She clears her throat while the girls were waiting showing their dreamy eyes. ''I will stop... when we get back together.'' Lisa pushes her shoulder playfully teasing her. The other girls were giggling. While, Jabeen felt like an outsider. What exactly was she doing here? They continued the game until the bottle stops at Jabeen. She holds her breath for a second. '' Truth or dare? '' Amber asks her while she took the guts to say, '' Dare'' Lisa whispers something into Amber's ears while Missy kept saying,'' I wanna hear too. '' Amber's face could say that she wasn't happy to hear it. '' No way '' she shouts ''That's not happening. '' Lisa requests, '' Come on... he has a girlfriend. It's not like something will happen. It's just a stupid dare. '' Jabeen yells, '' What exactly do you want me to do? '' her facial expression could express that she was terrified. '' Fine. '' Amber agrees while Lisa looks at Jabeen saying, ''So, the dare is to kiss someone.'' A simple kiss. A simple lip to lip kiss. What would she be afraid of that? '' Oh'' Jabeen calms down.

'' You have to kiss Amber's elder brother. '' Lisa exclaims.

''Won't that be a problem to his girlfriend?'' She asks when both of them bursts in laugh. '' Trust me... Kat is really cool. She won't mind.'' Lisa says winking at Jabeen while she took the courage to stand up.

'' So, where's the room?''

''The room in the corner at the end of the halls.'' Lisa replies as Jabeen begins the steps out of that unholy room.

'' Did you see that? Her face screamed PANIC! '' Lisa mocks while Missy says, '' I don't know why she's scared. I could kiss Liam all day.'' Ambers sighs, '' Ew stop! Don't talk about my brother like that while I am in the same room. '' Amy questions, '' Girls, there are two rooms in the corner right. '' All of their faces turned to Amy as she continued. '' I hope she doesn't enter the wrong room. '' Lisa's face turns pale thinking it might turn as a grave mistake for her.

Meanwhile, Jabeen stands in front of the door she first saw. She knocks it slowly, '' Can I come in? '' but no one replied back. The room was dark and jet black. Nothing could be seen. Only her breathings was heard. '' Who's there? '' a strong heavy voice reached out to her ears. Well, there's a chance to kiss a guy shamelessly while he doesn't see your face? She thought it was good that nothing was being seen . She felt a presence as walked closed to it. To check if she was close enough her hand flattens on his chest. 'Okay I guess now I should make the move.' she questions innerly.

'' What are, you doing? '' the voice turned more deeper this time. Her hands jerked up landing on his cheeks as her finger slides down to his lips. The target was set. She meets the lips with a little peck. An electric spark was felt. Was she the only one feeling it? She moved her head backwards as the guy pulled her closer holding her waist nanoseconds later. '' Excuse me? '' she says in a undertone while he meets the lips yet again and this time it turns into a small makeout session. Unknowingly , her body was uncontrollable for her and her mouth was sticking to his as he slid his tougue inside her. She stops when she gets out of breath. Both of them were breathing higher while Jabeen's heart was racing out of her chest. She tries to find the door to walk away as someone turned on the lights. ''Not so soon babe.'' he said smirking. While Jabeen was facing towards the walls hiding the embarrassment on her face. She feels him walking closer to her towards the door. '' I am sorry.'' she says when the footsteps stopped. Spinning her body around she faces him not looking up at his face, '' I know you have a girlfriend but you gotta understand it was just a dare. '' He doesn't say anything except smiling at her looking at her innocent face.

'' Would you stop staring? It's kinda creeping me out?'' she says when she realizes the gaze was stuck on her. That's when she realizes his hair. Brown messy hair spiked up. Broad shoulders, leather jackets could easily express his personality. She knows she shouldn't be judging a book by it's cover. But, he was also sounding like a pervert to her. Specially, when he kissed her back. '' I was just admiring your lies. '' he teases her as her eyebrows meets each other. '' I am not lying. '' she says annoyed. '' Your sister made me do this dare. '' she clarifies.

He turns back sitting on his desk showing his back to Jabeen. '' Yeah yeah, whatever you say. '' Jabeen leaves storming out as it's hopeless to explain it to this guy.

Lisa wanders on the room walking back and forth stressing over her mind. '' Liz would you stop doing that? I might be wrong . Maybe she is in the right room. '' Amy says. Ambers observes Lisa the whole time. '' What if she goes to his room? Whats gonna change? '' she says with a laugh as Lisa came forward to her with her angry eyes. '' Everything will change. '' Amber gets surprised by her behavior. She turns Lisa around to sit down on the bed. She sits beside her saying, '' Nothing's gonna change. Stop worrying too much. '' Lisa's voice lowers as she says, '' You don't know him, Rose. '' she continues. '' He's a player. What if something happens?'' A question before answered Jabeen enters the room being hyper. Missy was enjoying the situation. So, she walked up to Jabeen asking, '' So, did you do it? '' Jabeen watches Amber and Lisa sitting at one side looking at her. She was out of breath as she replies, '' Yeah '' Thier reaction was weird for her. ''How was it?'' Missy whisperers as Jabeen replied shyly, '' It was okay. '' the words came out stammering and it she knew it was a lie. '' Which room did you enter? '' Lisa couldn't hold it inside her anymore. She loses her grip from Amber's hand as she rose up to ask Jabeen curiously. '' The room you told me to, the one in the corner. '' Jabeen meets her eyes with the girls to check if she was right. Lisa kept her gaze straight asking, '' What colour was his hair? ''

Everyone in that room knew that the hair color of Amber's elder brother Liam is golden blonde. Where as, the hair colour of Amber's two year older brother aka Lisa's ultimate crush's is chocolate brown. So, there was Jabeen standing confused of what was happening. Confused of Lisa's expression. '' Brown '' she murmurs, not knowing that she bought the most dangerous enemy she could have ever ask for.