"It wasn't your fault, Zeng ge," Yul squeezed him closer, "Nothing was your fault. Oh God, I just want to punch that bastard who did this to you." Zeng shook his head, pulling away, "No, he wasn't wrong. I understand his decision to go back to his normal life, I couldn't ever hate him for that. He deserved the happiness that he dreamt of and he got it. I heard he even has a kid now. If anything I am happy for him." "But Zeng ge-" Zeng gave a bitter smile, "Nothing is going to change, Yul. I had told you at the very beginning." He fell silent. Yul also didn't speak up. "You know what, even after everything, I can't find the will to hate him," Zeng admitted. "I loved him too much for that. I really did. Maybe a part of me still does." Yul's heart sank deeper but this wasn't the time to

